Wednesday, August 30, 2006

sept hols

oooohh yea!!hols r coming.haha a period 4 us to rest!!woohoo!

newayz.i will not b playing so much fr now on.cos 7th to 9th september i will be attending the Police Knowledge Course n taking my 1star kayaking course during these 4 days.n smmore, there will b training on 6th i tink..so not much time left..SCREW IT!

i gotta use my time to start revising my work fr now on n not disappoint those friends who r there 4 me..thanx guys 4 ur support 4 me.especially Trio n YKW.

tats all 4 now.rock on!!
september is coming...wee! (:

i sometimes wonder...
how am i suppose to live without u.

Saturday, August 26, 2006

great thank you.

haha!im back!
btw,

to all those who tagged on my tagboard with encouraging words:
i like to say thank you to u guys even i duno who r the anonymous.haha.thnx.n i will try my best yea?

n to whom ever voted me 4 the BLGAWARDS2006 at amirul's blog 4 being the most Emotional/Most Reflective blog .haha.tat shows tat there r still sm ppl reading my blog yea!?lol.great accomplishment haha.

Monday, August 21, 2006

RANDOM

RANDOM!!

1)gona go 4 the Sheares Bridge 3km run on sunday!haha.sm excersice 4 me bah :P
2)duno since how long liao n yet i havent bought a new wallet(not 4getting my slippers).desperate 4 them.lol.
3)bet CT results will b a pile of shit.
4)Heritage tour coming up on 23rd.
5)i seriously nd to get more shirts.mom disallow.shit!
6)still feeling troubled.lol.havent relieve my troubles yet.ARGHH.

tats all bahs..lol.35 more days to my big day.

Friday, August 18, 2006

CT over

WOOOHOO!!common tests r over!!yay!so happy.at least not as troubled now.lol.less stress..at least can rest awhile.haha.can do nething now.play, run, jump nething!!!yay.OFFF TO PLAYYINGG!!!
bye!!

cyazzz

Friday, August 11, 2006

EMO!!

wonder who will ever understand me,
understand the pain tat im undergoing through?
who will ever save me from the trap,
the trap tat i laid for myself?

when i look back and think about the past.
im so truly upset...
when im down,
who will be there for me?
i may seem to joke and fool around,
but does anyone noes wat i may b thinking?

everyone has a true friend.
smone who will b there 4 them when they r down.
smone who will lend them a shoulder to rely on.
i may be a GUY.
but there will sure b times when i will feel down.
noone will b there 4 me.

probably im just a failure.
a failure to mankind...

Thursday, August 10, 2006

SFF

woa!!National Day came and past..n now its gona be COMMON TEST period!!ARGH!

FLASHBACK...

8/8/06
Bazaar/national day celebration/arts fest.bazaar wasnt pretty astonishing this yr.thought tat last yr was better coz the food was much much better! i was in the banner design.pretty boring tho..nthing much to tok bout.

after everything.when to hall 4 celebration.sux oso la.tink tat this yr is quite negative.btw i was wearing a white billabong belt tat day n those stoopid tchers didnt caught me!haha.inefficient.lol

after tat.went out with:ronald, gavin, yuwen, weijie, terence, yq, wei de, eugene and duno who else la..onli knew alot of ppl went with us.hehe suppose it was a gd thing.watched Tokyo Drift which was pretty nice!but the end of the race was exactly the same as Initial D.the opponent's car crashed n fell, resulting in the main lead to win.lol.wat nonsense!went arcade b4 n after tat.

then ppl slowly left.n until onli me, yuwen n gavin.lol.we went to the Esplanade to catch the Singapore Fireworks Festival.it was Singapore team.so coincidentally, met 3c n we sat down together at a spot.crapped n waited 4 9pm to come.the fireworks was so typically singapore.gold, red n sm green color fireworks..squeezed our way thru n then me, yuwen, gavin n biondi went to suntec to get sm drinks.after tat went home.so tired..lol.

OH YA!i dropped my hp in the bus n so luckily, my chinese tcher picked it up n gona return it to me on friday.which is tml..lol.no hp = sad T.T

9/8/06
usual.stayed at home watch NDP coz no tix.lol.but it isnt bad at all coz i can see the fighter plane fly-past, heli carrying the flag n the fireworks.the fireworks were similar to the SFF on 8/8/06.so basically quite boring oso.lol.

10/8/06
stayed at home revise abit here n there..so bored.no hp!!!cant sms n contact ppl.sianzz..T.T bobian.endure till tml then can get back my beloved hp.haha.n those ppl who tried to contact me, im sry tat i didnt let u guys noe i lost my hp.SRY..cya guys!

Saturday, August 05, 2006

bugis!

yay!finally went out since duno how many weeks liao.

went to sch 4 oral at 7+ coz i was 1st shift.was a bit nervous.hehe..went inside the hall n realised i was the second last person 4 my station so i was like lazing around for bout 1hour la.hehe.inside the hall saw jh n she signalled to me, telling me to wait 4 her after the oral.lol.but in the end she was the one who waited 4 me.hehe.paiseh.no choice ya?i was second last while u r third last.saw gavin while i came down fr the hall n he came to sch juz to see mr foo 4 sm ncc stuff.so he told me to wait 4 him oso.haiz.wait n wait n wait until like 9+.saw the sea cadets having training.so fun.their unitedness n brotherhood.hehe.but np oso is united la.but not brotherhood but friendship!

so we went to take bus33 coz mis poon jinghan forced us to go with her T.T.so stupid me n gavin went with her la.sat on the bus n listened to gavin's ipod.hehe.listen to a few songs on the way.the songs r nice but bcoz of smthing ah, i cant listen to a complete song at all la.miss poon kept moving back n forth until my earphone keep dropping out.then she started to laugh non stop.she is weird..then i tried to make her earphone to drop.but in the end, its mine tat drops out.n she laughed non stop again.basically she was laughing through the whole journey bah..but its fun to have her around la.

so gavin n i went to bedok coz i wanted to eat big breakfast.went home after tat n slept 4 awhile den woke up to go out with gavin.went to bugis to play arcade.but MAIN MOTIVE WAS SOMETHING ELSE LA..kayes..cya next time

Thursday, August 03, 2006

blogged!!

yay i blogged!!finally blogged!!

sry.no mood to tok now..

Monday, July 24, 2006

quiz time!!

yay!today i shall do the quiz!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Pinky
2. Meanie
3. Hippo

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. l0ner
2. daiweng
3. *dun remember liao

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my height
2. my hair?*lol*
3. my eyes.hehehe

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. weight
2. white hair!!!
3. big foot! (difficult when buying shoes ): )

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. GHOST!!!! (ahh!)
2. stinky ah peh/madman
3. MYSELF! (lol.joking)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. money!
2. friends xP
3. NPCC!!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. jay chou
2. may day
3. bon jovi

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. bad day - daniel powter
2. san hu hai - jay chou
3. sa rang hae yo - lin jun jie

THREE OF YOUR FAVE COLOURS:
1. PINK!
2. black
3. red

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. understanding
2. trust
3. happiness

2 TRUTHS 1 LIE (random)
1. i am HANDSOME
2. i am a GIRL
3. i am CUTE

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. smile
2. charming eyes
3. cute-pinchable-cheeks!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. go out buy things!
3. see my friends

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. PILOT
2. businessman
3. chef

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get a gd loving wife and set up a family
2. 2 children
3. treasure everyone around me

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i wax my hair :D
2. i am MACHO (lmao!!)
3. i am CHARMING (roflmao!!!)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i like pink?lol
2. my height is of averahge gals. ): *sob
3. i dunch noe.lol

THREE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SEE DOING THIS:
1. RONALD
2. jolene
3. jasmine

Saturday, July 15, 2006

promo test!!

yo!its starting to rust liao..ok so i shall tok bout wat happened yest 1st.

yest i wanted to go to the toilet to change into my pe pants.n i duno y i was not wearing my shoes.so i stupidly ran to the toilet without shoes.lol.i ran ran ran n i ended in front of the toilet in a split of a second.n the next moment i was lying on the floor.wat exactly happened?

i tripped on the pavement.cut my toe.bang my head against the wall.got a baluku on my head.hit my shoulder on the wall.landed on my knee.n i tink im lucky i didnt had a concussion.

after tat.i went to canteen n rested down there..felt tat i was very pale n no blood flow.so i oso felt like vomitting.duno y.after tat i recovered n went to ate with jas, ym, sy, daph n jr.after tat we went to jr's hse 4 duno wat reason.lol.n i ended my day like tat.

so, now to today.woke up early n went to sch 4 promo n 3rd class drill badge test.wonder if i screwed up my promo test anot.lol.hopefully i pass my promo test n get the 3rd class drill badge.wish me luck!

after tat, went to bedok to macs n crapped alot along the way n at macs.lol had a fun day with np!bye tats all 4 today

Monday, July 03, 2006

yo!!wah now im suffering fr a headache after the trip to ECP.pain pain pain!!argggghhh

ok..so this afternoon.or rather morning, i met gavin downstairs n went to take buz to PP to wait 4 ronn to go to ECP.as usual, he is forever the slowpoke..ask him to meet us at 11 n he met us at 12.so we went to popular while waiting 4 ron to come.sat down there read sm silly books n soon we went.

reached ECP n the sun was as scorching as duno wat..n it wasnt as packed as weekends.prob onli youngsters have hols bahs..so we went on with our blading as planned n it was fun but tiring..saw JIAMIN n Admundsen ppl there too!how cool isit? on the way to bedok jetty, i saw my fellow OBS grpmates.lol

after we finidhed blading, we went home while ron went to pray at "Si Ma Lu" or waterloo street.nfr the start of blading until now, im still having a headache...how cool is tat? lol

when will the day come
when i can hold ur hands
and say tat i love you

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

STRESSED UP!

man..i feeling real stressed since the 1st day of sch.sm ppl lyk jmin said tat i seems sad n im not tat crappy n lame guy i was alreadi.n true enough i m sad.n i dun seems to enjoy life more..i would love to b tat crappy ass u see everyday.but there is smthing stopping me fr doing so.i juz simply wan to stay away fr sch n spend every sec with my frends..

these few days, i reflected on the way i treat my friends n my buddies..i seems to leave my buddies out.spending most of my available time with NP ppl..isit rite?it may b a sense of commitment to NP.but wat bout my buddies?the 2 of them whom i spend most of my free time with, watching movies, crapping together, even eating curry fish head at 2am!we r seperated...haix..L0nely Trio.

my life seems to b way off track.will smone save me plz?

Sunday, June 25, 2006

back from OBS

woa..sry ppl 4 not blogging 4 like 1week..really sry man!had OBS n no mood to blog liaoz..sch reopens tml smmore la..

newayx those who wana learn more bout the OBS trip can go to Syjia's blog ok?im too lazy to type out everything la.sry.

ok i shall end here..left with few hrs to enjoy my holidays liaoz..hav fun!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

NP June Camp 2006

yo!sup everyone.yea im back fr camp.woa!feeling so tired la..lol.ok im juz too lazi to post everything bout the camp in here.ok?

i shall sorta summarise the whole camp.

Day 1

day 1 was reali sort of slack 4 the sec2s la..lol.b4 everything started.we alreadi had bout 2 or 3 casualties.they ran n trip over the chain while moving to the flagpole.nthing much happened..their attitude wasnt tat gd at all n they nvr even greet the NCOs, NOT EVEN THE CIs..tucking out their shirts...those common mistakes lyk leaving casualties bhind.walking when they r suppose to run..so move on to day2.

Day 2

day2 started off quite gd.they r starting to answer louder n improved in their ATTITUDE..there was a positive change in them.but during the lectures.it was ATROCIOUS!pump them.they leave lecture notes bhind.draw cartoon chars on notes.dun answer the lecturers properly n with manners.after the punishments, they improved even more than b4.so had campfire.i was the EMCEE.together with amalina n jinghan.had nite walk which i dun tink i wan to say nemore.....continuing to final day.

Day 3

last day of camp.the sec2s woke up 10mins late.cant except tat la.sec4 ROD was nice..had interaction time with sec4s..time 4 posting.most of the sec3s are not reali happy with the postings.including me, tho im the sec1 first IC.i wanted to b sec2 IC..nvm.dismissed the campers.NCOs debriefing.BREAK CAMP!

overall.i have nthing much to say bout the camp as it is our 1st camp, i tink it is alreadi pretty well done.

neways!thnx sec4s 4 caring n training n spending ur time with us, teaching us important stuff.i reali appreciate everything tat u all have given to us.hopefully our squad will not disappoin u all.

Thank You Sec4s!

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

OBS!

Hello.Hi.Yo! long time nvr blog liaoz..lol very beli de solies. xP

haha.June Camp is nearing n we r gonna b leading the whole camp n hopefully we can do a great job la..lol.tats one thing which im very excited bout.

Another great thing which is going to happen during is tat im going to OBS!! which is Outward Bound Singapore.the campsite is located in Pulau Ubin n tat means i will b going to Ubin 2times within 2months coz i got ATC too..wud b damn tiring tho.lol.

OBS is wat i've dreamt to go to n now my dream will b fulfiled! yays!

guess i shall end here..till then!

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

new goal, new love, new strive, new life!

yo!a new phrase or "theme" for my life.haha!

n ya.these few days, i felt very strange n i have been tinking n tinking over n over again bout this "something" n LOVE. i tink i have started to have feelings for HER .

neways.love to me is juz spending time with ur loved one, cheering her up when she is down, lending her a shoulder n listen to her troubles, know more about her, b smone she can rely on.this is wat i tink of love.n all i wan is a simple love.lol.do i sound lyk a gal?haha.despo.lol.but im not a despo la.ok.at most friends can oso b a person like tat.but a gal/boifrend is the one tat will change your personality n u will change 4 her/him.plz correct me if u tink im wrong.coz im not a love doctor of expert or something.

seen many couples so sweet.lol.how i envy them.see.im not a despo.lol.i juz wana experience the sweetness of being in a relationship.note here SWEETNESS.this sweetness might b the thing tat brightens up ur day.

so i guess i shall stop here.have a nice day! xP

no matter who you r,
no matter what you do,
i will love you for who u r rite now till forever.

Friday, May 26, 2006

Xmen3

wooot!Xmen3 was reali reali fantastic man! today

today went out with ron to catch xmen3.waited 4 him to arrive n went to play in the arcade n bought the tix 4 the movie.n while in the arcade, i lust almost all of my money to initialD n HOTD4 .watched a few pros play initial D n the drummania.they r all seriously PROS all pros man.

so ron arrived at bout 1plus n we went to lust smmore money on arcade.till bout 3, we went to buy our popcorns n drinks n saw this bunch of TKGS gals who were damn funny la.one of the gals actuali bang into another gal who was holding on to the box of popcorn dan quite alot of the popcorn dropped on the floor n one of them claims tat they muz pick up or else the cashier would scold them or smthing lyk tat la.so they slowly picked up the dropped popcorns.me n ron then started to laugh n we were laughing at them for no reasons.so we got our popcorn n went into the cinema after tat.

the movie was reali gd la.shudnt elaborate more.encourage ppl out there to catch it ASAP!!

ok.tats bout all.till then!

i love you for whom u r.

Wednesday, May 24, 2006

Embarrassed

lol..it was damn funny la today.went to bedok Mac (not the Princess one) i was helping Jie Rong to draw to Sentry duty route.then i felt stomachache coz i nvr shit in the morning (it is a daily routine for me to shit everyday) so i dashed straight into the toilet after i have completed everything.when i went in, i felt tat everything was different.the toilet onli had 2cubicles.2cubicles n no urinal.it was so unusual as i thought "ok..maeb this toilet very de special"so i went into one cubicle n begining to get ready to start "doing business".then suddenly the door of the toilet open n i hear 3 malay women toking inside the toilet.then at tat moment, i was like "OMS! oh my shit!" quickly wore my pants (havent shit yet) n listen to see whether they r leaving the toilet anot.waited 4 like freaking 2mins then finally the toilet was "coast-clear" so i immediately chiong out of the cubicle n out of the toilet! PHEWW! lucki noone saw me man! wat a close shave.n now i dun dare to go to Mac toilet liaox..hehe..

Monday, May 22, 2006

NP

wah!long time since i last posted.so the sec4s r soon leaving us after this June camp which we r in-charged of.so basically, it was their last training with us on firday.it started off with TKD with our fav TKD sir fr Fengshan.lol he taught us a new word which was dino-sauras!me n zairil laughed until our stomachache.lol.didnt noe wat he trying to mean.maeb a dinosuar or a rhinosauras.after tat we had games which was captain's ball. it was damn fun la!havent had games 4 so long liao.n while we were playing, the sirs n madms started to go ard taking water bombs to bomb us.lol.we were so freakin wet n had to change into full-u 4 the Muster Parade. n so the last training soon ended.

after tat me, JR, cass n jolene went to bedok to have our dinner.went to KFC at first n ate a dumb spicy burger which is not even spicy.later i then discovered tat there was a coconut smell in the sauce.only me JR n jolene ate.so, as cass was sick, we went to the hawker n promised to eat with her.so me n JR went to order a plate of fried hokkien mee while she ate a bowl of congee.we sat down there n chat 4 bout more than an hour b4 we went home.

So hopefully we can do a great job in maintaining NP's standard.thanx for all the experience tat u all have given us my seniors!

Saturday, May 13, 2006

MACHO

woooooo.proposals simply rox to the core.lol.they r the ones tat "BRIGHTEN" up my boring morning.lolxxx.
lets tok about Camps
as a cadets' point of view:
-go there enjoy
-have fun
-throw AP at NCOs.
NCOs point of view:
-PROPOSALSS!!!!
-headache!
-no sleep!

so wat im telling? be thankful tat u have a camp!lol
so i was chatting with jiamin while looking thru n correcting the proposal.n lol, she was saying tat she was COOL, MACHO, and MAN!lol.isnt she funny?n then she said: "jiamin is the MOST COOLEST one on earth"
how far do u agree with the source?
i agree to the source to a great extend.lol.
n then she kept toking bout how MACHO she is n she kept saying she is a MAN.hahahahaha!how innocent of a lil kid ah?
soon im gona change my skin...so till then!