holsss

slacked half of my day at home doing nthing.lol tats the usual me when i touch my com.i will waste smtime away on my com, doing nthing.usually reading blogs, watching sm dumb youtube vids, n listening to songs.so started doing sm ss hw on the elearning webbie.sm stoopid ink-wasting essay writings.

n yea.ron is right.29 28days to my birthday.duno whether i shud b happy or not.lol.

i shud b happy:
-im 1year older.
-1 more year closer to nc16 shows.(lol)
-can make IC.
-more mature.

y shud i b happy:
-i dun get to celebrate my bday with frends b4 in my whole life.(not once)
-nobody cares.(its just a birthday)
-more stress.more problems.
-its part of growing up.grow older with every birthday.

hah.i tink i rather b a small kiddo trapped bhind those doors of a kindergarten where u play with masak everyday n tats the only thing u do.u dont noe nething else bout the GROWN UP WORLD tat is cozing urs trouble.everyday go to kindergarten happily n go home happily.no hw only play everyday.

when u grow up.there r many things which troubles u.hw, ccas, results, nething tat concerns ur life.u noe how naive u were once, tinking tat SUPERMAN n POWER RANGERS exists.n maybe wat i told ronald is correct.

"emoing is part of growing up"