emo me

i tink im damn damn damn pissed off with this fucking life of mine man.

bear with me 4 my vulgarities.leave if u dun wan OR dun feel like reading on nemore.

ok...y am i so pissed off?
NP.
FAMILY.
SCHOOL.

1)NP.
as a sec1 HEAD, i have all the authority (oh wat fuck yea..ALL AUTHORITY...DREAM ON!) cmon.my members dun even show sm fucking respect to me.tell them to do smthing, they simply dun do.wat they do instead?start pushing the task to me.ok, i do..i do ok.1 or 2times, it is ok...i dun mine tat.but its EVERYTIME.HELLO..im ur HEAD.u started to push everything tat i tell u to do back to me.maeb u tink tat u win coz i listen to u?NO let me tell u NO.a big FUCKING NO.i juz dun wanna disgrace u infront of our juniors.

ok.he did smthing else oso.he told sm of the sec3s tat "dw is not doing his job"
yea he is FUCKING rite...wat did he do?telephone ic?tats all he does basically...he dun even cares about wats happening ard him.dun even ask me whether theres nething to do.blame me 4 not telling him tat he is supposed to do smthing.isnt it his own responsibility to come find me n ask me?smtimes argue with me.ok im not saying im very great or watever shit here...

2)FAMILY.
basically, i juz cant tok to my parents.or rather they dun understand me.out-dated?probably man.i will quarrel whenever i tok to them.

one thing tat i wanna add...it seems like children nowadays have no freedom

3)SCHOOL.
ok.two words.IM SCARED.im scared tat i will b retained or kicked out.

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ah screw my life.
let me tell u smthing.
I HATE MY LIFE.
i admire those ppl who have a great life.
great grades, great understanding parents/family, great EVERYTHING.
but ONE thing tat i noe for sure is tat,
I CAN'T BE THEM.
COZ I AM WHO I AM...