enough is enough

today was sort of a bad day 4 me.hai.my whole world juz went EMO.yeah EMO.

firstly, it was smthing to do with camp rehearsal.ah.so we were doing the high school musical thingy.yea.the high school musical DANCE (dun look at me like tat).

so X was trying to teach us sm dance steps, so after looking, sm of us disagree to it.i said smthing like: "i prefer the previous dance step.think its better."

then 4 god-noes-wat-reason, X left the rm.then after awhile, P came in n said my words hurt X's feelings.omg.u shud see P's crude expressions (nearly fought with him.usual me, 4ever so rough).ah shit tat man.then after tat, sm of us including me, went off EMOING.lol.haiz.

secondly, to tink of my members, im quite disappointed in them.ESPECIALLY one of them.lets call him/her Y.yes.i tink i have talked about Y in one of my previous posts.dun wanna tok about him nemore.

thirdly, im still thinking of u though u already have left few weeks ago.hai.u were the "hero" in our eyes.u were so fit, we didnt even thought of u leaving us so soon.u fell down at home n u went into the hosp.we then realised u were in the final stage of cancer.it was lung cancer at tat time.tat was when we really started to spend time with u.quality time with u.about 2weeks later, u passed away.

granpa.i miss u...


3 Doors Down - Here Without You

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me