birthday present.

hmm.

wonder when my moms gonna get me a new hp she promised to get me for my birthday.hope it would b real soon (: lol

down

i wonder why...

why im always feeling down.
why im always crying nowadays.
why im always confining to myself.
why theres noone out there to listen to me.


im seriously feeling really down today.

will neone give me a pair of listening ears,
will neone lend me a shoulder to lean on,
will neone be there for me to tok to,
will neone pick me up when i fall down everytime.

Will All My Pain Come To An End?

weird

life these few days have been quite weird.heh.

ahh neways my blog is starting to sorta rust.nthing much to blog bout either.duno wat im doing these few days either.lol.stay in sch play n play.wanna do smthing meaningful man!!!but wat shud i do?suggestions neone?lol

What I Fear May Become A Truth That I Have To Learn To Except...

emo me

i tink im damn damn damn pissed off with this fucking life of mine man.

bear with me 4 my vulgarities.leave if u dun wan OR dun feel like reading on nemore.

ok...y am i so pissed off?
NP.
FAMILY.
SCHOOL.

1)NP.
as a sec1 HEAD, i have all the authority (oh wat fuck yea..ALL AUTHORITY...DREAM ON!) cmon.my members dun even show sm fucking respect to me.tell them to do smthing, they simply dun do.wat they do instead?start pushing the task to me.ok, i do..i do ok.1 or 2times, it is ok...i dun mine tat.but its EVERYTIME.HELLO..im ur HEAD.u started to push everything tat i tell u to do back to me.maeb u tink tat u win coz i listen to u?NO let me tell u NO.a big FUCKING NO.i juz dun wanna disgrace u infront of our juniors.

ok.he did smthing else oso.he told sm of the sec3s tat "dw is not doing his job"
yea he is FUCKING rite...wat did he do?telephone ic?tats all he does basically...he dun even cares about wats happening ard him.dun even ask me whether theres nething to do.blame me 4 not telling him tat he is supposed to do smthing.isnt it his own responsibility to come find me n ask me?smtimes argue with me.ok im not saying im very great or watever shit here...

2)FAMILY.
basically, i juz cant tok to my parents.or rather they dun understand me.out-dated?probably man.i will quarrel whenever i tok to them.

one thing tat i wanna add...it seems like children nowadays have no freedom

3)SCHOOL.
ok.two words.IM SCARED.im scared tat i will b retained or kicked out.

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ah screw my life.
let me tell u smthing.
I HATE MY LIFE.
i admire those ppl who have a great life.
great grades, great understanding parents/family, great EVERYTHING.
but ONE thing tat i noe for sure is tat,
I CAN'T BE THEM.
COZ I AM WHO I AM...

exams over!!

muahaha!exams r over!its time when everyone will stay at home n do nothing.or go out with family n frends!

hehehe.neways,today went to make IC dan went to pray at the temple near bugis there.later went to bugis n bought a new shirt.muahahaha!happy happy!

the shirt was basically grey in colour with a few grungy patterns on it.love it man.coz $39(quite ex..)lol.luckily its my mom who pay (:

taking a walk in bugis made me wanna buy alot of things.SHIRTS, PANTS, JACKETS, SHOES, BAGS......im a greedy person (:

haha.shall go enjoy myself b4 MONDAY comes!! cya!

family matters

hihihi.finally i got the time to blog.lol. my com broke down n me n my bro got no time to repair it.lol.its all done now.so i guess its ok now.hehe

furthermore, im pretty busy these few days(02 - 07) due to sm family matters.haiz.i dun wish to elaborate into it.tats y when u see me in sch im quite restless.haha.tats the reason.i tink my results will b smway affected by tat family matter.haiz.total no mood man..probably i shall let everything off my mind when wednesday comes.playtime.

I Miss You.
I Need You.
Please,
Be There For Me......

big thank you

hey girl,

thank you for showing ur care n concern.
thank you for cheering me up when im down.
thank you for encouraging me.
thank you for making me smile n laugh.
thank you for your laughters.
thank you for the letter you wrote to me.
thank you for everything you have done for me (:

THANK YOU (: