emo day rain

rainy days, emo days.
shitty mood from yesterday until now.
some times, thoughts just flood the mind.
weird thoughts, i know.
but smtimes they seems seriously right.

honestly i duno wat im tinking
but im tinking alot.
yes like smone said to me "eh we often think too much n make things complicated"
which is true.sometimes.

things r not always tat simple as we think they are.
telling ur self not to think about random things aint gonna help.
its just gonna come back in the next minute.
its the same with keeping urself occupied.
the only thing tat u can do is to release ur thoughts.

tats y i seriously feels like going to the beach.
let the waves bring away ur troubles.
seriously it helps for me.
not sure about u.

sometimes i wished u guys were here with me, travelling around the campus in search of food
or even just places to chill out.
i know i shud move one.
but afterall, it was 4years of friendship

4 years of my everything,
those simple yet true friendships,
the committment,
knowing how much we care for one another.

haha.
its just a type of feeling tat i know for sure tat i wont find it here
no matter wat we do, how hard we try.
its just different.
everything in SP n TK,
and will never be the same.

all i want is to have u guys by my side,
i know its impossible
and im just dreaming...

i miss u guys.
i love u guys.

wounded.

MAN U!!!

Man Utd, the DOUBLES!!!
u guys deserved that!<3

a long long long 3hours match was DEFINITELY GODDAMNIT WORTHIT!
man utd won!
chelsea loss!!!

goals!
ronaldo headed the 1st goal of the game!
it was seriously a top class header from ronaldo with a cross from brown.
lampard scored an equaliser as van der saar slipped.

van der saar redeemed himself during the penalty kickout!
he denied anelka from scoring one of the crucial goals of the kickout.


everyone was like "YEAAA" when van der saar saved the ball.
the atmosphere was simply great!
but unluckily, i was among a few chelsea fans...lol
so i was the only one cheering there when van der saar save tat penalty!


50years after the munich air crash, man utd won the Champions League yet again!

Tremendous!

blood!

yo!
today i did a noble act!
i donate 450ml of my blood!
LOL its not really noble la.
but watever.lol it can save lives!
n i didnt do it for the 2cca points...comeone..its just 2points -_-
n i didnt know tat theres points after i agreed to donate

Give Blood, Save Lives

so there we were!
we went in n did everything tat we are required to before waiting to donate.
shujing blood was not thick or dense enough i tink.lol so shes not suitable.
cheated me to go -_- but nvm!im there to SAVE LIVES!

they ask me to lay down on the chair/mattresss thingy.
then they test my left side.
"boy uh ur left side the vein abit small uh.come switch seat.come here..lets see ur right hand"
"ahhh kayy.ur right vein is bigger.next time remember boy, use ur right hand to donate."
another aunty nurse says "next time train more then ur left hand can see"
hahaha!aunty nurses r friendly man!
although there was a pretty nurse T_T soobb
but nvm she came over later.

then the nurse poked the needle in and my hand felt numb.
and POKE the one tats connected to the blood bag was inserted next.
although its numb uh...still can feel the needle inside sia..deep man.
although it feels like ant bite.

Singapore RCY thanks you!

next, we were all given this stress ball thingy.
we are suppose to squeeze the stress ball to sort of like circulate the blood, to let it suck out.
i was like squeezing the ball damn fast la.then i finished the whole thing like 5-10minutes.which was damn fast LOL.

then after the whole thing when they plucked the needle out.
WOA.it was hell man.
i suddenly feel damn giddy.seriously giddy.
nvr felt like this before LOL.
i see stars everywhere.and everything i saw was stars!
even the nurse face oso got stars.
i tink partially i not enough sugar.
cos yesterday i nvr eat starch for dinner ):

now i know how it feels to die of excess loss of blood.its sick n torturous!
so after the whole thing.they let me lie down n rest lol.was feeling better.
THEN!the pretty nurse came and asked me "do you feel better now?"
WOA OF COURSE LA!LOL XD
then the doctor came n check my BP n heartbeat too.
so i was fine n they bandaged me!
PINK COLOUR band!SO COOL LOL!

then it was refreshment time.
lol i ate alot of Ligo rasins.
cos its sweet n i dun like to eat biscuits.(unless i have the mood to!)
i drank a milo n a cup of water too.
lol i felt refreshed!
but i didnt go skates today oso la..sleepy sia.



wonder will i ever go donate blood again (:
say hi to croccodile!


Would it be the same, If I saw you in Heaven?
Would you hold my hand, If I saw you in Heaven?

skater boi

yo!
woa friday was damnnit shiok!
lessons ended at like 11+ i tink.
cos nose-hair didnt gave us extra make up lessons.
so we went off to SHOOT@MOBERLY (LOL!!)
dun u tink tat idea of name seriously sounds wrong and dirty?
SHOOT wat!?shoot gun la!LOL
its actually a room for pool!

so after we finish SHOOTING, we went to KFC and sat there for like damn long.
we crapped alot there and kept laughing like some gilah babi lol
everyone was damn high and we all ended up with stomach pain
i bought a "flat" chicken breast meat from KFC and its seriously damn small compared to k'th's
so unfair lol...
anyways, after tat all of them started to go home..leaving only me, nas n khai cos we were waiting for our ccas to start..

well there was an interview for SPSC (SP skates club)
lol.luckily i got in man!haha.not sure who got rejected.
so i started skating from 7pm i tink..until about 11am.lol
it was good man!for not skating before O's
so finally, ive kinda mastered acid!
lol but ive paid some price of injuring myself..
some scratches on my elbow n legs.lol n a blue black on my ass O_O
it hurts.LOL
but im the energizer battery!never-say-die!
hahah!so hopefully next week i can start on acid toe man!

oh yea!our SPSC got zhiyi whos the 2nd female slider in the world!
how cool!?
ciao!