15th birthday!

happy birhtday to me
happy birthday to me...

lol.im juz being lame.haha.so today is my 15th birthday.
im not reali in the mood of celebrating my birthday tho.im not gonna say y.
haha.neways shall go revise liao.cya.

generation gap

smtimes i tink tat our parents reali dun understand wat teenagers want these days.1word,8letter.FREEDOM!

ah screw them la.everything oso wan to bother.wth man.they duno everything, every single problem tat im facing.even if i tell them the problems, i bet they wont even understand, they will tell u sm long long stories which u wont even understand.

not onli my parents.i bet all my frends, all my closest frends wont even understand me.coz the dun even bother to ask!hah.

i dun even tink i have a goal in living.





all i need is you

OBS so popular

lol.reading at ppls blog nowadays make me feel sad...

U KNOW WHY!?

coz they are all toking bout OBS.the place where i left behind, 5 full days of beautiful memories in the name of ARMSTRONG.be it sad or happy memories.
OBS has truely left me smthing to think off.at least its one out of those numerous camps tat its edged so deeply in my heart.

now i tink im proud to be an ARMSTRONGer, graduated fr the 5days camp, recieved my OBS cert n not 4getting the grp photos.but the most memorable thing tat was left with me, was the MEMORY n EXPERIENCE of the 5days.hah.now i oso noe how much i miss obs!


lol.was having a tok with ronnie.

he was complaining tat he is a zombie coz he slps late.so i said this:

"zombie with zombie hair cut"

then he was darn angry:

"idiot indian barber"

i replied:

"he tot u r construction worker.

so muz cut ur hair into a safety helmet shape."

he is obviously more frustrated now.lol.hopefully he dun get a nightmare later.

".......omg!dun cut my hair into a safety helmet shape!!"

promoted!!

hilo!long time since i blog ler.haiz.sian la.

neways!yest was as usual np training.had our 1st musterparade.lol it was sort of screwed up abit.wat u expect for the 1st try?lol.i was awarded with a CPL rank n 3rd Class Drill Badge!wooohoo!!promoted FoOoOoOoOoOo!

n so here i am, staring outside the windows, at the DARK DARK BLUE SKY its gona rain soon liao.n i gtg study n revise ler.bye!

roller coaster

hm.i duno y life seems meaningless to me.i no longer have the drive in me.life is juz lyk a rollercoaster.lol.u happy, u get up n go 4 more rides.no happy, get down n dont come back nemore.

haiz.perhaps im juz too troubled.hopefully when time passes, those problems n troubles will go away.

cyaz!

steve irwin

the well-known Crocodile Hunter, Steve Irwin passed away few days ago.the news pretty shocked me.

since young, i've been watching his tv series on Kids Central.lol.he was the Crocodile Hunter then.i often joked bout his actions, on how daringly he plays with the crocs n reptiles on his show.but now, he is dead.no more Crocodile Hunter.no more Steve Irwin.he was killed by a stingray which attacked him with its poisonous barb on the tail.it went right into his heart, causing his death.

R.I.P Steve Irwin

-post dedicated to "Crickey".

freak

haiz.y shud this happen?

noon, rushed down to CGH(changi general hospital) with my mom rite after recieving the news tat my grandpa had been hospitalized.it was quite critical tho.

reached there.the doc spoke to us(the family members).

she said.

"we found 2cancerous cells in his brain."

"inform all his family members asap to come n see him"

"he will leave ne time"

so, we stayed in the hosp until bout 7+ b4 we came home.

guess i will try to spend more time in the hosp.taking a look at him b4 he leaves this world.

u will noe how painful it is to see ur loved one lying on the bed, struggling in pain.he is 80+now n it shud b time 4 him to leave this world.

screw this world...

supper fooooooh!

it have been ages since i last had SUPPER man!lol.yest nite went down to the prata shop near my hse at bout 11+(isnt quite late tho...).

ordered 2pieces of prata.1plain n 1plaster prata n 1cup of tehh.4 those who duno wats a plaster prata, it is actually quite similar to egg prata onli tat its egg is on the surface of the prata.it have been at least a few months since i last tasted prata.how nice isit to sip sm tehh n eat ur prata surrounded by the silence of the nite?lol.it was great.

so played xbox after i reached home n went to slp onli at bout 2.woke up n tada! im here after doing sm hw n finished my lunch *burp* (: haha.i juz love sundays man...duno y.lol.neways i tink tat this hols r gonna b quite boring man :x wasting my time doing hw at home!!arggh!makes me wanna explode man.

holsss

slacked half of my day at home doing nthing.lol tats the usual me when i touch my com.i will waste smtime away on my com, doing nthing.usually reading blogs, watching sm dumb youtube vids, n listening to songs.so started doing sm ss hw on the elearning webbie.sm stoopid ink-wasting essay writings.

n yea.ron is right.29 28days to my birthday.duno whether i shud b happy or not.lol.

i shud b happy:
-im 1year older.
-1 more year closer to nc16 shows.(lol)
-can make IC.
-more mature.

y shud i b happy:
-i dun get to celebrate my bday with frends b4 in my whole life.(not once)
-nobody cares.(its just a birthday)
-more stress.more problems.
-its part of growing up.grow older with every birthday.

hah.i tink i rather b a small kiddo trapped bhind those doors of a kindergarten where u play with masak everyday n tats the only thing u do.u dont noe nething else bout the GROWN UP WORLD tat is cozing urs trouble.everyday go to kindergarten happily n go home happily.no hw only play everyday.

when u grow up.there r many things which troubles u.hw, ccas, results, nething tat concerns ur life.u noe how naive u were once, tinking tat SUPERMAN n POWER RANGERS exists.n maybe wat i told ronald is correct.

"emoing is part of growing up"

tchers day

woke up by the torrential rains which spolit my spirits of getting to sch.reach sch as usual n soaked by the rain.lol.waited in class 4 the ACES day.but so damn luckily sec3s n 4s r excused fr the workout.lol!

while waiting in class, our form teacher Mr Tan brought a cake which he bought fr Secret Recipe 4 us to eat.LOL!a teacher buying a cake to share with us, kiddos, how rare can dat be man!?haha he makes it feel like its Children's Day.lol.

so it was bout 9+ tat all of us were summoned to the hall 4 the teacher's day concert to begin.started off with the Talent Search.this year's talent search seriously sux man.non of them can b compared to last year's contestants.but luckily the day was saved by the champs of 2005's winners, Flavalicious.their dance move were nice(much better than EFFERVESCENCE).the best performance was probably the PDS!they rocked the house man!after tat the concert ended n we were dismissed..

waited 4 gavin 4 duno how long..chat with jh n cass under the rotunda.then jh wanted us to go eat PRATA with her.lol.cass disagreed, while i had to go out with the rest.so in the end she went home n ate prata herself while cass went to bugis with her les partner i tink.lol.sry guys 4 not accompanying u all :)

regrouped at the katong LAN shop there.played CS with Yi Feng(one wind), Terence, Edmund, Charles, Gavin, Ying Wei, Xian Yang n Kenny.i seldom seldom seldom play LAN de..probably this is the 2nd time im playing LAN of my 14-15 years of living as a humanoid.lol n we played fr 11+ to bout 2+.3hrs of LAN.stommache grumping so we went to have our lunch.after tat we went bowling.not in the mood of bowling.lol wasted my money.haha.

ventured to suntec with gavin.waited 4 bus no.14 to come until so long.we were tired so decicded to slp on the bus.LOL.guess wat?we heng-heng woke up at the bus stop n rushed down of the double-decker n entered suntec.u might tink tat we r lucky rite?u will noe whether we r lucky or not later.lol.went to courts to play com while waiting 4 ronald, jun liang n yuwen to arrive fr changi.went to play arcade.n gav ate at foodcourt while i got no money to eat.lol.so kind ronald volunteered to let me go to his hse to eat.

after tat took bus 31 fr his hse to go home.guess wat happen again?we slept on the bus due to our tiredness.went all the way to Toa Payoh.fr there, we took bus 139 to go back home.but we slept on the bus to sim lim square again.lol.it was bout 11+ by then.so gavin's dad called him n told him tat he is coming to fetch us home.lol.we 2 like pig like tat sia.keep slping.haha.tats all 4 yest.

k la..gtg liao.gotta start chionging hw

byess!

sept hols

oooohh yea!!hols r coming.haha a period 4 us to rest!!woohoo!

newayz.i will not b playing so much fr now on.cos 7th to 9th september i will be attending the Police Knowledge Course n taking my 1star kayaking course during these 4 days.n smmore, there will b training on 6th i tink..so not much time left..SCREW IT!

i gotta use my time to start revising my work fr now on n not disappoint those friends who r there 4 me..thanx guys 4 ur support 4 me.especially Trio n YKW.

tats all 4 now.rock on!!
september is coming...wee! (:

i sometimes wonder...
how am i suppose to live without u.

great thank you.

haha!im back!
btw,

to all those who tagged on my tagboard with encouraging words:
i like to say thank you to u guys even i duno who r the anonymous.haha.thnx.n i will try my best yea?

n to whom ever voted me 4 the BLGAWARDS2006 at amirul's blog 4 being the most Emotional/Most Reflective blog .haha.tat shows tat there r still sm ppl reading my blog yea!?lol.great accomplishment haha.

RANDOM

RANDOM!!

1)gona go 4 the Sheares Bridge 3km run on sunday!haha.sm excersice 4 me bah :P
2)duno since how long liao n yet i havent bought a new wallet(not 4getting my slippers).desperate 4 them.lol.
3)bet CT results will b a pile of shit.
4)Heritage tour coming up on 23rd.
5)i seriously nd to get more shirts.mom disallow.shit!
6)still feeling troubled.lol.havent relieve my troubles yet.ARGHH.

tats all bahs..lol.35 more days to my big day.

CT over

WOOOHOO!!common tests r over!!yay!so happy.at least not as troubled now.lol.less stress..at least can rest awhile.haha.can do nething now.play, run, jump nething!!!yay.OFFF TO PLAYYINGG!!!
bye!!

cyazzz

EMO!!

wonder who will ever understand me,
understand the pain tat im undergoing through?
who will ever save me from the trap,
the trap tat i laid for myself?

when i look back and think about the past.
im so truly upset...
when im down,
who will be there for me?
i may seem to joke and fool around,
but does anyone noes wat i may b thinking?

everyone has a true friend.
smone who will b there 4 them when they r down.
smone who will lend them a shoulder to rely on.
i may be a GUY.
but there will sure b times when i will feel down.
noone will b there 4 me.

probably im just a failure.
a failure to mankind...

SFF

woa!!National Day came and past..n now its gona be COMMON TEST period!!ARGH!

FLASHBACK...

8/8/06
Bazaar/national day celebration/arts fest.bazaar wasnt pretty astonishing this yr.thought tat last yr was better coz the food was much much better! i was in the banner design.pretty boring tho..nthing much to tok bout.

after everything.when to hall 4 celebration.sux oso la.tink tat this yr is quite negative.btw i was wearing a white billabong belt tat day n those stoopid tchers didnt caught me!haha.inefficient.lol

after tat.went out with:ronald, gavin, yuwen, weijie, terence, yq, wei de, eugene and duno who else la..onli knew alot of ppl went with us.hehe suppose it was a gd thing.watched Tokyo Drift which was pretty nice!but the end of the race was exactly the same as Initial D.the opponent's car crashed n fell, resulting in the main lead to win.lol.wat nonsense!went arcade b4 n after tat.

then ppl slowly left.n until onli me, yuwen n gavin.lol.we went to the Esplanade to catch the Singapore Fireworks Festival.it was Singapore team.so coincidentally, met 3c n we sat down together at a spot.crapped n waited 4 9pm to come.the fireworks was so typically singapore.gold, red n sm green color fireworks..squeezed our way thru n then me, yuwen, gavin n biondi went to suntec to get sm drinks.after tat went home.so tired..lol.

OH YA!i dropped my hp in the bus n so luckily, my chinese tcher picked it up n gona return it to me on friday.which is tml..lol.no hp = sad T.T

9/8/06
usual.stayed at home watch NDP coz no tix.lol.but it isnt bad at all coz i can see the fighter plane fly-past, heli carrying the flag n the fireworks.the fireworks were similar to the SFF on 8/8/06.so basically quite boring oso.lol.

10/8/06
stayed at home revise abit here n there..so bored.no hp!!!cant sms n contact ppl.sianzz..T.T bobian.endure till tml then can get back my beloved hp.haha.n those ppl who tried to contact me, im sry tat i didnt let u guys noe i lost my hp.SRY..cya guys!

bugis!

yay!finally went out since duno how many weeks liao.

went to sch 4 oral at 7+ coz i was 1st shift.was a bit nervous.hehe..went inside the hall n realised i was the second last person 4 my station so i was like lazing around for bout 1hour la.hehe.inside the hall saw jh n she signalled to me, telling me to wait 4 her after the oral.lol.but in the end she was the one who waited 4 me.hehe.paiseh.no choice ya?i was second last while u r third last.saw gavin while i came down fr the hall n he came to sch juz to see mr foo 4 sm ncc stuff.so he told me to wait 4 him oso.haiz.wait n wait n wait until like 9+.saw the sea cadets having training.so fun.their unitedness n brotherhood.hehe.but np oso is united la.but not brotherhood but friendship!

so we went to take bus33 coz mis poon jinghan forced us to go with her T.T.so stupid me n gavin went with her la.sat on the bus n listened to gavin's ipod.hehe.listen to a few songs on the way.the songs r nice but bcoz of smthing ah, i cant listen to a complete song at all la.miss poon kept moving back n forth until my earphone keep dropping out.then she started to laugh non stop.she is weird..then i tried to make her earphone to drop.but in the end, its mine tat drops out.n she laughed non stop again.basically she was laughing through the whole journey bah..but its fun to have her around la.

so gavin n i went to bedok coz i wanted to eat big breakfast.went home after tat n slept 4 awhile den woke up to go out with gavin.went to bugis to play arcade.but MAIN MOTIVE WAS SOMETHING ELSE LA..kayes..cya next time

blogged!!

yay i blogged!!finally blogged!!

sry.no mood to tok now..

quiz time!!

yay!today i shall do the quiz!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Pinky
2. Meanie
3. Hippo

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. l0ner
2. daiweng
3. *dun remember liao

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my height
2. my hair?*lol*
3. my eyes.hehehe

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. weight
2. white hair!!!
3. big foot! (difficult when buying shoes ): )

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. GHOST!!!! (ahh!)
2. stinky ah peh/madman
3. MYSELF! (lol.joking)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. money!
2. friends xP
3. NPCC!!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. jay chou
2. may day
3. bon jovi

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. bad day - daniel powter
2. san hu hai - jay chou
3. sa rang hae yo - lin jun jie

THREE OF YOUR FAVE COLOURS:
1. PINK!
2. black
3. red

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. understanding
2. trust
3. happiness

2 TRUTHS 1 LIE (random)
1. i am HANDSOME
2. i am a GIRL
3. i am CUTE

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. smile
2. charming eyes
3. cute-pinchable-cheeks!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. go out buy things!
3. see my friends

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. PILOT
2. businessman
3. chef

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get a gd loving wife and set up a family
2. 2 children
3. treasure everyone around me

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i wax my hair :D
2. i am MACHO (lmao!!)
3. i am CHARMING (roflmao!!!)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i like pink?lol
2. my height is of averahge gals. ): *sob
3. i dunch noe.lol

THREE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SEE DOING THIS:
1. RONALD
2. jolene
3. jasmine

promo test!!

yo!its starting to rust liao..ok so i shall tok bout wat happened yest 1st.

yest i wanted to go to the toilet to change into my pe pants.n i duno y i was not wearing my shoes.so i stupidly ran to the toilet without shoes.lol.i ran ran ran n i ended in front of the toilet in a split of a second.n the next moment i was lying on the floor.wat exactly happened?

i tripped on the pavement.cut my toe.bang my head against the wall.got a baluku on my head.hit my shoulder on the wall.landed on my knee.n i tink im lucky i didnt had a concussion.

after tat.i went to canteen n rested down there..felt tat i was very pale n no blood flow.so i oso felt like vomitting.duno y.after tat i recovered n went to ate with jas, ym, sy, daph n jr.after tat we went to jr's hse 4 duno wat reason.lol.n i ended my day like tat.

so, now to today.woke up early n went to sch 4 promo n 3rd class drill badge test.wonder if i screwed up my promo test anot.lol.hopefully i pass my promo test n get the 3rd class drill badge.wish me luck!

after tat, went to bedok to macs n crapped alot along the way n at macs.lol had a fun day with np!bye tats all 4 today