Saturday, January 27, 2007

ncos

ncos.
why did we quarrel over such small things?
why hurt our friendships bcoz of it?
come to tink,
isit worth it?
forgive and forget.
everybody make mistakes.
everybody have their flaws too.
n yea,
we did our best already.
cmon.in bout less than 6months time,
we will be passing out.
lets just treasure the times we have now in np,
and not waste away those precious times quarreling, getting angry, emotional and all.
let us stay together as one for the last 5months we have in np,
doing things we have been doing since the past.
enduring through pt,
singing happily through sing-along-sessions,
enjoying ourselves during games,
dozing off during lectures,
confused over knots during campcraft,
stomach in chest out chins up dont slouch posture during drills,
that panicky movement of "on your butts down",
the numerous "mini-olympic" sprinting actions,
the smile on our face when we hear "keluar baris"
its time for us to reflect,
whether we wan to give our very best shot to our unit for one last time anot.
its all up to u.
whether to live ur last few months in np to the fullest or not.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

pics

ah.since i got nth to tok bout, time 4 me to share sm pics.

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hah.took during dec camp.navin the lecturer.sm navigation thingy if im not wrong.lol.artistic eh?

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crains for grains.Southeast CDC office at paya lebar (sing post).artistic shot?lol

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durian A.K.A esplanade.

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pagaini ZONDA!hot hot hot baby!

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the front.

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and the back.

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i will remember this place for life dude!

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ARMSTRONGERS

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emo me.i walk alone.

Monday, January 22, 2007

bad day

wats the problem with tat group of bastards.
they tink they very cool ah eh?
look like sm piece of mafucking shit.
u tink wat, lord of the rings ah?
tat tall piece of shit if gandalf while the rest r hobbits.lol

tat gandalf uh,
big nose, big until like as if like a chicken backside.
oh wait!mayb its a fake one eh?michael jackson!LOL.later one day play soccer the nose drop off sia.becareful eh buddy.
smmore, tok oso cannot tok properly.saliva keep splashing out.u tink wat, ur mouth got nozzle ah.
the small hobbit AKA stupid lanjiao bin.
tok oso like ah gua.still wan kaobei say NP all ah gua.
ah gua ur cheebye la.
angry tat time ur whole face uh i tell u, like u kena sunburn like tat, whole face all red.
like baboon ass sia.mayb u see guys malu eh?

then ur bunch of followers like all come fr construction worksite sia.
nabuaay.go grab ur safety helmet before reporting for work la!
before u get killed by falling objects eh.
rmb to wear those lime green vests so tat ppl can see u at night hor!

motherfuck.u make fun.continue to make fun.
hope u freaking hell get killed before u reach sec4!

replies:
Yq:lol.thnx.i will just act ignorant.dun care wat they tok about.
jojo: T.T haiyah.wat can i say bout my bhb owner?lol
Ws:yah!smart n the lanjiao bin oso.aiya.heck him bignose or big lanjiao la.sm stupid assholes.
Hiro(: :lol.ok lo.aiya u dun noe better.too complicated liao.
jing:huh?wat ur face?wahh.call me stupid.at least my house made of bricks uh, cant be blown down by the wolf.lol!

Sunday, January 21, 2007

yet another day.

yes.its saturday again.or rather sunday.
i miss hols.the next time we can reali enjoy our hols are after Os.
u noe how long tat will b?lol.
nvm.

today aint reali a gd day.
not in a reali gd mood yea.
pissed off by SOME FUCKING IDIOTS.
or mayb everyday im pissed by them.
but who cares la.dumb asses
fight fight la.motherfucks.

replies to tags:
jojo:LOL."lovely gave u a lovely pic"haha.more like my ur EDITING is lovely lo ((: yeala love u la.LOL
Hiro.Jm(: :hmm.i got a total of 5 or 6 toys fr the arcade now.LOL.smtimes its luck lo, i no trick, onli pros got.hahaha (:
jing:xiao zhuzhu will be a delicacy on the table during chinese new year!u noe wat?suckling pig!HAHAHA ((:
jas:lol...thank you thank you (: DUH!np rocks my socks!hahaha
jojo:wahh.next time muz put copyrighted then can.but abit ugly nia lo...aiya np (:

bye!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

pics n words

Replies for tags:
QMJ:yoyoyo!!LOL.npnp.linked liao (:
jojo:lol.tsk tsk.im doing it now ok.dun say me (:
syjia:hmmm.i tink i can imagine.lol.didnt noe u oso so lame de..haixxx (:
jas:lol!thank you thank you.thnx 4 ur support (:
jing:wah!!!still say i porreey!!im so gonna kill u liao lo xiao zhuzhu (:

ok.sm random pics.

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yea..in case u duno, tats me.lol.in sec3.

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artistic shot.my slippers.lol.cool eh?

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jack.picked him up fr the arcade.with smore other companions.

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taken today at the lane of road to tkg bus stop.

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same place again.but different position.

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taken this morning.beautiful sky.

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and yea.my favourite shot.i love it to the core.

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NCO TEE!!!lovely!!

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beautifully picture.sweet words.what more do u want?LOVELY!!lol.thanks jolene ((:

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

joy!!!

im so damn happy!!!
lol.suddenly i juz love running so much.
im sick.i enjoy the pain n ache u gain after running.hahahaha
n yea!im running on Family Day under the name of NP!
i wan to do np proud, together with the rest.n i believe we can!
we can do it!show others our np spirit!

okay time 4 tags!
jojo:lol.ur blog damn lively la!say me ):
jing:wahh another one insult me one ): lol XIAO ZHU ZHU!!((:
jas:lol i meant we can study in a class together, taking same subjects.how wonderful will tat be?lol

Saturday, January 13, 2007

screwed up

hi, 1week has passed i guess.lol.

alrite, yest was a pretty screwed up day.rather fucked up than screwed up i guess.
yest training i was basically doing nth the whole freaking day.did pt n then sm stupid stuff happened in between which i dont feel like toking bout.

after pt, going 4 singalong, while walking down the stairs, saw this sec3 cadet limping down n he then told us he fell fr the stairs n so we helped him to the canteen.the whole story was tat he fell n he hit his shin on the sharp edge of the stairs.luckily, the red cross guys were there to help him.they did an "ice treatment" basically to numb the pain n yala...guess its a pretty bad fall tho.lol, me n terence stayed there bout the whole time to take care of him.then he left to take squad while i sat there with him n the red cross guys.

returned to my sec2s onli at bout 6pm.hah.so sad...no singalong for me ): no drills too ): so basically sat there for 2hours i tink.nvm la i guess.

after dismissal, stayed back to learn the dari kiri/kanan jalan perhalan jalan with the other squad ics.manage to sorta learn the drill.hehe

usual thing again, after np always dine out.so yeap this time round was PP macs.
so sadly, we have to run fr the bus stop opposite the block of HDB flats all the way to the row of shops at the parkway area.ahh.drenched fr top to toe.lol.brr it was cold.eat, tok, home...need i say more?

i seriously tink tat my class sux.
so dead, so shitty, no comments bout it.
aii.wat can i do?lol
how i wish tat we can study together as a squad.
wonder how fun tat will b?lol
those laughters, those crazy things we done together, those times we insult each other.

neways, replies to tags.
jing:lol.can liao le.n yala, tat time no choice wat, com spoilt.
jojo:lol u not stupid la ok?u r DUMB DUMB.aiya wang oso DUMB DUMB la.now fair liao hor.both of u dumb dumbs.HAHAH!
jing:tat letter so insulting sia.say i da zhu ): u xiao zhu zhu ((:
jojo:HELLO owner!lol.aiyo nvm la (: lol.poor thing ): lol n physics i die le lor.nvr touch ): wahhh!

Sunday, January 07, 2007

sch reopen

yo!lol my blog is pretty dusty now yea?
sry guys.lol.com broke down for duno how long dan sch reopened oso no time to blog.haha...but yea im back now.
so let me reply to my tags 1st.


jojo:stupid sheep.lol.
Jmin*:wahh ouch ouch!pain pain!lol.merry xmas
Ws:hehehe.u too!
Amirul:LOL.thnx dude.u too (:
jing:aiyo silly gal.sry for wat.haha.n yea merry xmas to u too (:
jr:lol!hihi!yups.linked le.
jojo:u two = stupids!
jing:lol.i duno how leh siala!!!faster tell me how!


holidays juz flew by.
sch reopened.
back to sch, back to another new beginning.
chionging n revising, practising n memorising.
the never ending torment of school life.
"o"s will b coming in a blink of an eye.
the secondary life will come to an end very soon.
the friends we made these 4years may juz be gone, vanished.
or maybe not?
shudnt we start to treasure each other b4 we leave the sch in seperate ways.

POP will be in june or july as told.
the 4years of fun will soon become memories.
memories...
the most enjoyable thing in my school life will all vanish.
treasure it, treasure them.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

xmas eve!

hi guys!sry for not blogging these few days yea?lol

these few days had been quite eventful n i quite enjoyed my life.lol
thnx to all my frends who were there these few days.had thons of fun ((:
guess ill keep it short today.

time for tag replies!
jojo:LOL u jealous i cute ah!?ohh...u meant i cute in blog onli )):
Jmin*:LOL.my leg pain pain ah?HAHAHA
roNnie:LOL u bored until spam my blog ah!?HIGH 5!LOL duh rite?of coz fun la!lol ok la hotd4 la...
jing:hihi!finally u r back!lol.yealo.i bz then u go aus oso.hahha.thank you (:

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!

and in advance,
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

chalet!

chalet was fun fun fun!!!

firstly,
the NCOs Retreat thingy was cool.
we discussed bout ways to improve our unit's overall performance.
in other words, its all
TOP SECRET!

after that was bbq!
sir daniel helped us start the fire at the bbq pit n the fire was ready.
so, had to use sir desmonds small bbq pit coz its raining.
so we actualli bbqed at the doorstep of our bungalow.
how funny n cute.lol.
its pretty cosy tho.hahaha.

after the bbq, was about 11+ or 12+ liao.
stayed at the living room n played fifa07 n burnout almost the whole night.lol
played till bout 5+ dan decided to watch the onli movie we got at tat time.which was saw3
the movie was sick, full of gore n etc.but actuali, its not reali scary tho.
the storyline was ok.
slowly during the movie, ppl started to go inside the room to slp.lol
watched till bout 6+
then sm went rest n slp again.
lol.played fifa07 again for awhile.
then went out for a morning walk with jierong n jolene.

ahhh!it was so damn cooling la.then stood on the platform thingy.
can see the clouds moving so quickly,
at the same time get blown away by the sea breeze.
ahh.guess tat was seriously the best part of the chalet man!
saw 2 monitor lizards and 1 squirrel and 2 kingfishers.haha

so went back to chalet n we started to pack up our stuff n ready to leave.
went at 10+

ppl there were fun fun fun!
the "truth or dare" session was fun fun fun!
the bbq was fun fun fun!
the movie n games were fun fun fun!
EVERYTHING WAS FUN FUN FUN!

Saturday, December 16, 2006

wat tree r u?

>>WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?
>>
>>Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and
>>somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one
>>that sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from.
>>
>>Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
>>Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
>>Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
>>Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
>>Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
>>Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
>>Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
>>Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
>>
>>Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
>>Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
>>Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
>>Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
>>Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
>>May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
>>
>>May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
>>May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
>>Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
>>Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
>>Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
>>Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
>>Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
>>
>>Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
>>Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
>>Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
>>Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
>>Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
>>Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
>>Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
>>Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
>>Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
>>Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
>>Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
>>Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
>>Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
>>Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
>>Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
>>Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
>>Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree
>>Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree
>>
>>
>>TREES (in alphabetical order)
>>
>>Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal,
>>and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous,
>>sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and
>>tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs
>>affectionate partner.
>>
>>Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive,
>> demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent,
>>talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable,
>>restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands
>>attention, needs love >>and much emotional support.
>>
>>Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks,
>>materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical,
>>good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid
>>lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).
>>
>>Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive,
>>elegant,friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in
>>excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not
>>very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a
>>calm and content atmosphere.
>>
>>Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt,
>>likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy,
>>tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker,
>>determined, often impatient, likes to impress others,
>>has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one >
>true love, able to make quick decisions.
>>
>>Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,
>>well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born
>>diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings,
>>hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at
>>times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically
>>fit.
>>
>>Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes
>>what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to
>>be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants
>>love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot
>>be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and
>>careless, loves to
>>gain knowledge, needs to be needed.
>>
>>Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes,
>>modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to
>>lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making
>>decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor,
>>practical.
>>
>>Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed,
>>honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard
>>worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children
>>and animals, sexually oriented, great sense of humor, has artistic
>>talent and great intelligence.
>>
>>Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well,
>>loves anything beautiful,
>>stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust
>>others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after
>>long demanding hours at work, rather modest,
>>talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.
>>
>>Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very
>>demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a
>>lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics,
>>popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist,
>>has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.
>>
>>Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks
>>and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as
>>comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life,
>>looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner,
>>dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings,
>>mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very
>>conscientious.
>>
>>Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working,
>>accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad
>>circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys
>>getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and
>>relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and
>>friends, has many talents but not always enough time to
>>use them, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but
>>extremely loyal.
>>
>>Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of
>>imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud,
>>self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has
>>many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love
>>life, wants to impress.
>>
>>Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting,
>>independent, sensible, does >>not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.
>>
>>Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings,
>>reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant,
>>cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive,
>>empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of
>>sophisticated people.
>>
>>Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and
>>harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write
>>poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all,
>>falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to,
>>emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.
>>
>>Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative,
>>talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if
>>necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy,
>>often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good
>>organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any
>>situation, takes partnership seriously.
>>
>>Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- Vivacous, full of charm, cheerful,
>>gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion,
>>unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent,
>>good taste, artistic, extremely passionate, emotional, good
>>company, does not forgive.
>>
>>Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of
>>contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon,
>>unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no
>>flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but
>>often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate,
>>no compromise.
>>
>>Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family
>>life, full of hopes and dreams,
>>attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically
>>inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious,
>>honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when
>>pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love
>>until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make
>>others laugh.

tkband concert

woots!yesterday was pretty great!had cranes to grains thingy at 9 till 3+ basically sorting out the different colours of the cranes.hehe.dan after then had to make a delivery 4 southeast CDC to the Kinderland at parkway.

haha.after the delivery was done, it started to rain liao.wat the shit.yala, me n jr were late bcoz of the delivery thingy.lol.so we went to meet up with jolene, weirong n nikki.so we went walking around n went to PRINTS to get michelle a present.then we went to the flower shop to get the band members flowers.

so it was 6 already n we went off to the singapore conference hall a.k.a the home of singapore chinese orchestra.heh.still rmb tat place coz i was there once when i was in pri sch.dun tell u guys y.n so waited n waited n at the waiting area n finally the doors r opened n everyone started to rush in to get a good seat.

the concert began n all was gd.with the MONG-KEY n her SEXY-PHONE.lol.pretty gd performance.after tat we went to lau par sat to grab our dinner n supper.the food there is onli average but the price is heavenly.the satay there r the onli nice food i guess.haha.

after the whole thing, then took the last train n reached hm at bout 12+ slacked infront of the TV watching the DOHA closing ceremony until 2 then went orh orh.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

camp-lag

i guess im suffering fr camp-lag.
im still in the mood of the camp.
im still tinking bout the posting.
im still thinking bout the night walk.
im still thinking bout the haunted mansion.
im still thinking bout the confidence fall.
im still thinking bout the rations.
im still thinking bout the cadets.
im still thinking bout the farewell party.
im still thinking bout the various sightings.
im still missing everything.
im still suffering fr everything.
im still alone here suffering.
im still emoing 4 god noes wat reasons.

wats happening?

Monday, December 11, 2006

dec camp

wah.after 17hrs of hibernating, im back at last!let me reply to all my tags 1st.

jing: LOL.if u wan to quite np i will oso quit with u (: 4 tat i promise u.np la.i oso 4got wat i do liao.lol.sure i wont mind coz its damn funny!haha
Jmin*:lol...ok i wrong... ):
cherie:muahahaha!im evil n im bad!
jojo:lol.bhb.smmore u go smwhere nvr tell me...so bad.lol

ok.dec camp was ok...
everything went on so smoothly.
thnx to CC 4 the realli gd job.many weird stuff happened n u all remained damn calm.
rock on man!
neways, i gtg liao.

TO YOU:
hopefully u r ok now.im sry.sry 4 everything...

Sunday, December 03, 2006

painsaken

how does it feels to see the unit in this state?
NCOs shud noe.
need i say more?

how does it feels to see the effort we put in gone to waste?
NCOs shud noe.
need i say more?

wat shud we do now?
is there still a way to resurrect the unit, the NCOs, the cadets?
maeb?
how cn we do it?
all of us r tired,
tired of giving ins, arguings, pumpings n even scoldings.
have there been ne changes made by us?
i leave tat 4 u to answer.

we give up.
where has the unity gone to?
NCO camp?we were just putting up an act i guess.
sadness overwhelms.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

casino royale

went to watch casino royale with ron yest.wait.wat time isit?ok.on tuesday to be exact.lol
met at bugis n i went to buy tix 1st.hehehe.so luckily saw thong thong.dan he said gav juz went down escalator.dan i chased after gavin.lol.luckily he walked freaking helly slow.

so l0nely trio outing again.hahaha.not bad leh the show.quite cool.2hrs 20min.ass pain movie man!lol.after tat went home lo.wat else?hah

did confidence fall on wednesday.haha.quite fun eh?but sy go scratch my hand when he come down, forcing me to let go.dan he hit his head.lol.the scratch keep bleeding like duno wat.dan now swollen.aiya heck it.

do gals ask more or guys ask more in a relationship?
ever wondered?
mayb tats the thing leading to the start n end of a relationship...

Monday, November 27, 2006

screwed

another fucked up day.
how i wished i went home emoing infront of the com.hah

usual rehearsal again.
sm fuck-tard got so irritated over god-noes-wat-shit.
started scolding like noones business.
worse of all, i was being dragged into the whole shit!
wtf?

i asked him 4 permission dan he agreed.
but dan juz now he told me it was the opposite.
WTF?
im like.if u say dun, will i insist?no i swear.
let me tell u smthing.
u attitude me, i attitude back.
happy or not, i dun care.

sec1s were SHIT.
play poker cards, slacked ard.
fuck it la.
everything screwed up who to blame?
me!fucking hell me again.
how i wished i had sm stupid fucktard post n juz slack the whole of my NCO life.

i seriously cant stand this.
i feel like im useless.
im speechless.
im too reckless.
i cant do nething well.
i screwed up everything.
i want to do everything on my own, but mess up everything.
i want to be a perfectionist, but i cant.
i want to give up, but i cant!
I CANT.

i cant bear to lose everything tat i have worked so hard for.
i feel tat im too childish smtimes.
i duno when to b serious, when not to joke.
i juz want to change.
im unhappy over all the shitty things i get.
i got to change my attitude.
how i wished i was a innocent kid.
smile, laugh, play n willing to do things so willingly.
so naively.

u guys vent all ur anger on me.
then who shall i vent my anger at?

Saturday, November 25, 2006

S-E-X?

Do all guys onli want a gf just for the sake of S-E-X?

Yes?No?

argue it out!

"Obviously the S-E-X word right? As for the girls, it's shopping, eating, slimming down and etc.etc. I'm sure woman have a lot of things on their mind. Love, House, Money, Car, Condo, Credit Card, Country Club, Cash and they complain about a whole load of stuff.

Hearing a woman complain is something that only FEW men can bear...and I've had one heck of a fill of hearing a year's worth of whining from the woman who sits beside me during English. WOW, sometimes I'm amazed that so much complaining can fit into her slim body.

Anyway, back to the GUYS.

You people are disgusting. Watch porn and think about sex only. The only safe ones are the holy ones, the mummy's boy, the nerd, people like me ( I've never touched it before or seen it before, TRUST me) and well, the rest aren't safe."

-taken fr amirul's blog

"Come on, its not true. I would think its love. The sexual fantasy is there, but hey, I believe that I know have this thinking, "Oh my god, she's hot," and then try to get to know her not because of sex, but because she's cute. I don't make a sense yeah? Okay, look at it this way, guys and girls want to know the opposite sex because their cute/handsome/pretty, but guys don't want to have sex just because she is cute/pretty/beautiful/hot. Its all on the timing you understand? And well, in my opinion, a kiss or a hug shows just how much a someone love him/her, and not sex."

-taken fr clayton's blog

hope they dun mind me taking their opinions.hehe.
ok.nw its my turn.

hmm.ok.
i tink tat guys r like gals.we r humans too.we nd love too.not all guys r tat pervetic yea?sex may shows how much u love the opposite sex n i bet its smthing tat guys of this age (like us) wont ever understand.ok, guys at this age may just fantasize abt the opposite sex.so does the gals fantasize abt guys rite?i meant its normal for such things to happen due to our curiosity and our raging hormones.

sex at this young age?no i will say.pregnancy problems etc etc.u will nvr get enough of sex.so NO-NO at this age.wait till u get a wife n u can go have S-E-X everynight for all ur needs dude.or go get a whore if u enjoy sex so much.humans r not sex machine.

LOVE is the thing tat makes the world go round.n tat is wat everyone needs.whenever u r feeling down can u imagine how comforting it will be for a frend to come ard to cheer u up?yeps tats love.n tats the reason why guys nd gals n vice versa?probably...

Friday, November 24, 2006

dang

NP has totally rule over my life i guess.
everyday is NP.
go sch, rehearse, plan, buy rations.lol
until now i feel totally shacked.

so if u happened to see me shutting my mouth up, its not bcoz im emoing away.
is just tat im damn tired.ok?get it?

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

shacked

lol.shud have been in sch by now liao.haha nvm i guess wait till 11.45am then go bah.

neways yest was realli fun.
thnx everyone 4 the fun.
seldom u see NP having so much fun.
oh isit bcoz of smone?hah.mayb bah.hahaha
it shows tat we love ECP alot eh?

bladed 4 duno how long la.
nw got sunburnt liao.

tats all i got 4 now.
gtg n prepare.
cya guys!