Saturday, April 07, 2007

my sacrifice

tags,

Owner:lol...so bad T.T sobss.i will have to suffer till i can make money to buy my own meals.hahaha. shadowcat:lol.dun tink i duno who u are uh."this is wat i call joga!" yq:lol!mus pump him man!LOL.
syjia:lol...np la princess.haha."go blading one day ok?must teach me hor!"LOL.ur fav line uh?
Owner:lol.im nt dead yet (:
shadowcat:lol.nth tat one nt me la.
cherie:wahh where got lo.nehow say hahahah!

sm random pics taken yest.

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i duno y but im feeling bad now.
a pretty emo song

My Sacrifice

Hello my friend
We meet again
It's been a while
Where should we begin?
Feels like forever
Within my heart
Are memories
Of perfect love that
You gave to me
Oh, I remember
When you are with me
I'm free, 'm careless
I believe
Above all the others
We'll fly
This brings tears
To my eyes
My sacrifice

We've seen our share
Of ups and downs
Oh, how quickly life
Can turn around
In an instant
It feels so good to reunite
Within yourself and
Within your mind
Let's find peace there

'Cause when you are
With me
I'm free, I'm careless
I believe
Above all the others
We'll fly
This brings tears
To my eyes
My sacrifice

I just want to
Say hello again
I just want to
Say hello again

When you are with me
I'm free, I'm careless
I believe
Above all the others
We'll fly
This brings tears
To my eyes

'Cause when you are
With me
I'm free, I'm careless
I believe
Above all the others
We'll fly
This brings tears
To my eyes
My sacrifice
My sacrifice

(I just want to Say hello again)
I just want to Say hello again
My sacrifice

Thursday, March 29, 2007

sick

doing nth at hm nw.
so i guess i shall spend sm time blogging.
its been long time since i last blogged.lol.
its getting rusty.heh.
ahhh!first of all let me reply the tags.

thecow:lool yea!!it was damn fun man.hahah!sampan lehhhh~
jas:lol.syjia damn funny la tat time.lool.yea lo.same
ducky:halo quek quek.wahhh.so power ah.dun cry hor i no tissue.lol.yahor!tats alot la.wth.
nadan:lol..yea..night time = best times of camps!haha.then laugh in the day lo.hahah
Ws:LOL!yala..no wulgarites...hehhee
Yq:lol.its "all the way" haha!yea!all the way!
sy:wahlao eh another one suan me no wulgarities one.lol.3months left.
thecow:lol!very nice to lean on sia.so comfy..yeala.kena scare by it.wth...
navin:lol!next time if i can have pt with u guys i shall lead tat man!lol.
Jay-R:yoyoyo!lol!now this song so famous!hahaha.all bcoz of me uh?hahaha
jas:lol..my tag board can bcom a song list liao sia!hahaha!

lol.jr went to tamp mall to help me get a cube.
but it was actuali out of stocked!lol.
thanks to mr amos nadan mun en tat the cube fanatiscm spreaded so F-incredibly fast uh?
lol.

theres like 2 current crazes among TK graduating classes.
presenting:
the no.1 killer roller blading
the no.2 killer rubiks cube.

every holiday or weekends, u will b able to find few sec4s blading ard ECP.
lo.its interesting yea.whenever theres a half day, its like asif everyone is carrying their blades ard with them.lol.

rubiks cube is oso kinda spreading fast i guess...
every recess u can see ppl cubing away in the four-walled classrooms, resisting the temptation of the food.

its kinda cool with this 2trends burning up in the sec4 cohort yea.
or else u will find zombies ard the whole place man.
it certainly bring sm life to them.
hahaha.

reminiscing the past, treasuring the future.

signing off.

Sunday, March 18, 2007

love this unit!

i guess,
at this point of time, u guys r feeling the same way as i do.
sadness is overwhelming almost all of our hearts.
even ppl like eugene who once hate np so much,
is enjoying himself and being so enthu now in np.
everyone is starting to be so passionate bout np.

but the fact is,
we are gonna leave the unit within 3months.
last camp has passed.
no more rations eating.no more slping on the tables n on the floor.
no more milo cooking.no more sitting ard doing nth.
no more bunk inspecting.no more laughing at jiazheng during lectures.
no more screwing cadets.no more yelling n screaming at them.
no more changing parades.no more campfires.
no more scaring cadets during nightwalk.
lol.yea i can rmb the 1st time i took sec3s for their camp with terence.
yea it was fun.we screamed n yelled at them like nobody's business.
lol.i missed tat camp.
we pumped during bunk inspections, n we oso scream at them during pumping time.
we even loss our voice during camp n had slight sore throat.
luckily i had strepsils.so i shared with him.haha.
tat was how we spend those 3days 2nights together.
n eventually, we grew closer.
then, i was moved to sec2s squad.
hmm.
maeb i was bias.
i dun like my sec2 as compared to the sec3s
duno y.
seeing them endured so much really touched me.
doing push ups during their NCO camp has been a routine to them.
seeing them improved so much is really touching.
warm family they are and great leaders they will become in the future.
hopefully they can shine brighter than us.

NCOs.great work.
special thanks to:

shenna and songyang:
great work CCs.u guys did well to put the camp together.
without u guys, who can run the last camp?lol
jierong:
thanks for taking tat photo n putting it as my wallpaper!haha
enjoyed the last nightwalk with u at the same station though we were laughing our ass
off and scaring the cadets at the same time.
jolene:
u did well shuffling about my station during nightwalk though u r tired and injured.
had a great time scaring ourselves becos of the dummy aye?
hopefully ur toes are feeling better now.
weesiang:
FNB ic!u r the cutest man!great time cooking milo with u man!u r simply the best n humorous pal one can have.
lol.
daphne:
shortest osama!lol.had fun during nightwalk rite!?sorry to let u perspire becos of the osama thingy.
terence:
had fun jk with u smtimes during camp.missed the time we screamed at sec3s together.
yongquan:
u are a great person!u calmed everyone down even though u r so damn tired.
syjia:
lol.ur voice is great huh.sry 4 letting u malu urself during campfire.lol very paiseh..
amos and navin:
lol.u guys r hilarious nonetheless!u guys r like twins.or maeb triplets with terence.lol!


to all the ncos,
lets treasure our last 3months and make a difference.
takecare.
rockon.

Saturday, March 17, 2007

final camp

hi im back.
shall share sm pics with u guys man.haha
comments are welcomed ((:

ok.so this day i had buffet with my mum and bro.

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lol!tats the 1st "dish" i had.the mussell or watever u call it is "OMG"
i mean it man!for those who dun even dare to touch oyster, plz dun go eat it.

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yea!choco fountain.fondue!

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me and the fountain.hehehee.

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welcome to pulau ubin!yea.ATF day for the 10 of us.stepped on tat island once more!lol.

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one of the camp which belongs to the npcc campsite on ubin island.

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flying fox fr tat tower.its 7storeys high.lol.imagine climbing up man!
the view fr the top platform of the tower before "flying fox-ing" down was definitely great man!
but hp wasnt with me.so sry ):

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yea.the transport fr mainland to ubin.lol mainland sounds so china-ish.

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the sun at bout 9+ am in the morning at the jetty.beauty?

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heres another one.

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tourists' favourite transportation method.i personally quite like this pic.

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not forgetting bout this pic!so cool eh?
lol.ATF rocks quite a hell lot man.tink everyone enjoyed it.
especially the flying fox!

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they are forever together i guess.lol
camp days now!

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lol.mr bhb took a pic of himself and "wallpapered" it in my phone.
bbqed lobster man!
two very spastic pics up next.

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mr knots-it-all!ask him neth bout cc n he will rattle knots and lashings right into ur face!

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blur king mr FnB.hes cute nonetheless eh?lol!

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wanted to take photo of the flagpole but mr lobster disrupted me.but it still looks nice.

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our beloved sec3 juniors!lol.they rock man!i love them for their endurance and their bond.they are very warm
and cheerful.wat can i say?u guys rocked eh?rock on man!the ending of the NCO camp is just the start of a new beginning for u guys man!

we will be passing the baton to u guys to take over our place in june.i believe u guys can do a good job!so dun let us down yea?haha.

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campfire's burning now!!!burn burn burn!

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k tats all..gtg man.im zombified now.eyes are gonna pop out soon.cya guys.nites!

Saturday, March 10, 2007

replies to tags:
Jing:lol hols r here n i tink its time 4 a break.hahaha!
thecow:owner! (:
Hiro:lol!!!i dun like her la plz.its so damn disgusting..
jas:lol camp days r emo days ---> lack of sleep.lol
Jing:lol where got so fast!onli few weeks nia..

ah finally i have the time to blog...
this week had been buzy.
no time for rest or nething.
hols r here but there aint gonna be netime for resting.
lol how i wish i can do wat mr tan said.
"have a gd rest for hols"
lol but i tink its pretty impossible with camp going on on the 15 to 17.

our last camp is coming.
no more camps in the future.
no more 3days 2nights of shit with our squad
maeb it might be the last 3days 2nights camp we can go.
so better treasure it.the experience and everything.

till next time...

Wednesday, February 28, 2007

replies to tags:
roNald:LOL!?it took you quite sm time to say tat he is a stupid loser uh!?HAHAHA.maeb worst..
Jing:lol.i catch alot then see how bah..
Hiro:hahaha!u n ur cube.lol n i duno how to.so sry.
Dan:lol!happy belated birthday!
l0ner:lol.lame la!
Jing:hahah.u mean ur blog or my blog?

hmm.
days are getting from bad to worst.
smtimes im wondering why.
it could have been a normal day but suddenly,
for god noes wat reasons,
it turns emo.lol
its dumb u see...fucked up.
yea fucked up.
dun feel like toking man.

byebye earthlings.

Tuesday, February 20, 2007

CNY

replies to tags:
nadan:yea.well done guys (:
jas:haha.happy veeday to u too (:
cass:npnp (: isit nice uh?didnt buy one for myself ): hehe love ya too!
syjia:np gal (: thank you too ya.
Jing:hehe thanx for tat post gal (: love ya!
haunts:lol.thanx (: btw who r u uh?
Ws:LOL!hahaha.u smart bastard (: u noe me too well eh?haha
jas:happy new year to u too (: hehe
Daniel: woa!OBS.lol the prestigious course.i hunger for it man!haha.its ok la uh..valentines day onlie mah..haha happy valentines day (:
syjia:lol!thanks to u too.one day u will become a pro ya?lol.we shall go blade more often (:

CNY hols have passed...
lol.yest watched the Protege.
today watched Ghost Rider.
both were nice movies.
n we were late for both movies.
watched Protege with my family.hehehe.they didnt ask me for ic.hahaha!
watched ghost rider with ronald.n yea it was great!
spend sm money catching toys and got 3 toys for the day.haha.darn happy.
guess i can start to give out toys to ppl liao.lol!
somehow , it wasnt my day.
my emo days r back i guess.haha

Sunday, February 11, 2007

lol?

lol?hahaha!
thnx for ur suggestions uh, "ure mother is a whore"
lol?if i read ur name out, it means "your mother is a whore"
uhh..makes sm sense.
lol, thnx for making me laugh ah.
out there making a fun of urself with all ur vulgarities tat u tink is so damn cool.

neways thank you friends for tagging.
nth much to blog about.

Saturday, February 03, 2007

family day 2007

im feeling bad today man.seriously.
family day inter cca relay was shit.
didnt get 3rd.wtf.
below my expectations.
damn it.
if i tell u im fine, its bullshit.
its just a lie.
noone is to be blamed.
did our best.
but im juz unhappy tat we didnt get any medals.
i need some time to cool down.

neways, lemme replies to tags.

nadan:lol.lame la.peng san ah.forgot liao.but heard b4.u noe wats "diu" anot?LOL
jas:lol.tell ur father let u stay in sch 4ever lo!hahahaha!smhow, gd things have to come to an end.
Jing:lol.thnx gal (: xiao zhuzhu
jojo:lol.hehehe.np la (:

Thursday, February 01, 2007

replies to tags,
jojo:lol.haiyah...censored u noe!i dont noe wat u may type.haha.just jk yea?dun b angry (:
Hiro(: :lol.yalor!the next target is u man!hahahaha (:
SYJIA:yes!i agree with u man!we have been through thick and thin.y cant we get over this small matter yea?
jas:lol >.<
nadan:i wan to POP 6months later.not now.i love my life in np.

family day is coming.
so is valentines day.

neway.i did a dumb thing few days ago.
i got a blister while playing soccer.
then once i reached home, i just cut the whole skin off.
lol.cant walk at 1st la.nabei.
hopefully by sat can recover n run properly.

there is no "sure wins" in a competition tho.
tats y, we muz do out best, try our best to get a 3rd at least man!

these few days havent been feeling too good.
feel like im gonna fall ill netime.hais..

Saturday, January 27, 2007

ncos

ncos.
why did we quarrel over such small things?
why hurt our friendships bcoz of it?
come to tink,
isit worth it?
forgive and forget.
everybody make mistakes.
everybody have their flaws too.
n yea,
we did our best already.
cmon.in bout less than 6months time,
we will be passing out.
lets just treasure the times we have now in np,
and not waste away those precious times quarreling, getting angry, emotional and all.
let us stay together as one for the last 5months we have in np,
doing things we have been doing since the past.
enduring through pt,
singing happily through sing-along-sessions,
enjoying ourselves during games,
dozing off during lectures,
confused over knots during campcraft,
stomach in chest out chins up dont slouch posture during drills,
that panicky movement of "on your butts down",
the numerous "mini-olympic" sprinting actions,
the smile on our face when we hear "keluar baris"
its time for us to reflect,
whether we wan to give our very best shot to our unit for one last time anot.
its all up to u.
whether to live ur last few months in np to the fullest or not.

Tuesday, January 23, 2007

pics

ah.since i got nth to tok bout, time 4 me to share sm pics.

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hah.took during dec camp.navin the lecturer.sm navigation thingy if im not wrong.lol.artistic eh?

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crains for grains.Southeast CDC office at paya lebar (sing post).artistic shot?lol

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durian A.K.A esplanade.

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pagaini ZONDA!hot hot hot baby!

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the front.

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and the back.

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i will remember this place for life dude!

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ARMSTRONGERS

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emo me.i walk alone.

Monday, January 22, 2007

bad day

wats the problem with tat group of bastards.
they tink they very cool ah eh?
look like sm piece of mafucking shit.
u tink wat, lord of the rings ah?
tat tall piece of shit if gandalf while the rest r hobbits.lol

tat gandalf uh,
big nose, big until like as if like a chicken backside.
oh wait!mayb its a fake one eh?michael jackson!LOL.later one day play soccer the nose drop off sia.becareful eh buddy.
smmore, tok oso cannot tok properly.saliva keep splashing out.u tink wat, ur mouth got nozzle ah.
the small hobbit AKA stupid lanjiao bin.
tok oso like ah gua.still wan kaobei say NP all ah gua.
ah gua ur cheebye la.
angry tat time ur whole face uh i tell u, like u kena sunburn like tat, whole face all red.
like baboon ass sia.mayb u see guys malu eh?

then ur bunch of followers like all come fr construction worksite sia.
nabuaay.go grab ur safety helmet before reporting for work la!
before u get killed by falling objects eh.
rmb to wear those lime green vests so tat ppl can see u at night hor!

motherfuck.u make fun.continue to make fun.
hope u freaking hell get killed before u reach sec4!

replies:
Yq:lol.thnx.i will just act ignorant.dun care wat they tok about.
jojo: T.T haiyah.wat can i say bout my bhb owner?lol
Ws:yah!smart n the lanjiao bin oso.aiya.heck him bignose or big lanjiao la.sm stupid assholes.
Hiro(: :lol.ok lo.aiya u dun noe better.too complicated liao.
jing:huh?wat ur face?wahh.call me stupid.at least my house made of bricks uh, cant be blown down by the wolf.lol!

Sunday, January 21, 2007

yet another day.

yes.its saturday again.or rather sunday.
i miss hols.the next time we can reali enjoy our hols are after Os.
u noe how long tat will b?lol.
nvm.

today aint reali a gd day.
not in a reali gd mood yea.
pissed off by SOME FUCKING IDIOTS.
or mayb everyday im pissed by them.
but who cares la.dumb asses
fight fight la.motherfucks.

replies to tags:
jojo:LOL."lovely gave u a lovely pic"haha.more like my ur EDITING is lovely lo ((: yeala love u la.LOL
Hiro.Jm(: :hmm.i got a total of 5 or 6 toys fr the arcade now.LOL.smtimes its luck lo, i no trick, onli pros got.hahaha (:
jing:xiao zhuzhu will be a delicacy on the table during chinese new year!u noe wat?suckling pig!HAHAHA ((:
jas:lol...thank you thank you (: DUH!np rocks my socks!hahaha
jojo:wahh.next time muz put copyrighted then can.but abit ugly nia lo...aiya np (:

bye!

Wednesday, January 17, 2007

pics n words

Replies for tags:
QMJ:yoyoyo!!LOL.npnp.linked liao (:
jojo:lol.tsk tsk.im doing it now ok.dun say me (:
syjia:hmmm.i tink i can imagine.lol.didnt noe u oso so lame de..haixxx (:
jas:lol!thank you thank you.thnx 4 ur support (:
jing:wah!!!still say i porreey!!im so gonna kill u liao lo xiao zhuzhu (:

ok.sm random pics.

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yea..in case u duno, tats me.lol.in sec3.

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artistic shot.my slippers.lol.cool eh?

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jack.picked him up fr the arcade.with smore other companions.

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taken today at the lane of road to tkg bus stop.

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same place again.but different position.

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taken this morning.beautiful sky.

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and yea.my favourite shot.i love it to the core.

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NCO TEE!!!lovely!!

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beautifully picture.sweet words.what more do u want?LOVELY!!lol.thanks jolene ((:

Tuesday, January 16, 2007

joy!!!

im so damn happy!!!
lol.suddenly i juz love running so much.
im sick.i enjoy the pain n ache u gain after running.hahahaha
n yea!im running on Family Day under the name of NP!
i wan to do np proud, together with the rest.n i believe we can!
we can do it!show others our np spirit!

okay time 4 tags!
jojo:lol.ur blog damn lively la!say me ):
jing:wahh another one insult me one ): lol XIAO ZHU ZHU!!((:
jas:lol i meant we can study in a class together, taking same subjects.how wonderful will tat be?lol

Saturday, January 13, 2007

screwed up

hi, 1week has passed i guess.lol.

alrite, yest was a pretty screwed up day.rather fucked up than screwed up i guess.
yest training i was basically doing nth the whole freaking day.did pt n then sm stupid stuff happened in between which i dont feel like toking bout.

after pt, going 4 singalong, while walking down the stairs, saw this sec3 cadet limping down n he then told us he fell fr the stairs n so we helped him to the canteen.the whole story was tat he fell n he hit his shin on the sharp edge of the stairs.luckily, the red cross guys were there to help him.they did an "ice treatment" basically to numb the pain n yala...guess its a pretty bad fall tho.lol, me n terence stayed there bout the whole time to take care of him.then he left to take squad while i sat there with him n the red cross guys.

returned to my sec2s onli at bout 6pm.hah.so sad...no singalong for me ): no drills too ): so basically sat there for 2hours i tink.nvm la i guess.

after dismissal, stayed back to learn the dari kiri/kanan jalan perhalan jalan with the other squad ics.manage to sorta learn the drill.hehe

usual thing again, after np always dine out.so yeap this time round was PP macs.
so sadly, we have to run fr the bus stop opposite the block of HDB flats all the way to the row of shops at the parkway area.ahh.drenched fr top to toe.lol.brr it was cold.eat, tok, home...need i say more?

i seriously tink tat my class sux.
so dead, so shitty, no comments bout it.
aii.wat can i do?lol
how i wish tat we can study together as a squad.
wonder how fun tat will b?lol
those laughters, those crazy things we done together, those times we insult each other.

neways, replies to tags.
jing:lol.can liao le.n yala, tat time no choice wat, com spoilt.
jojo:lol u not stupid la ok?u r DUMB DUMB.aiya wang oso DUMB DUMB la.now fair liao hor.both of u dumb dumbs.HAHAH!
jing:tat letter so insulting sia.say i da zhu ): u xiao zhu zhu ((:
jojo:HELLO owner!lol.aiyo nvm la (: lol.poor thing ): lol n physics i die le lor.nvr touch ): wahhh!

Sunday, January 07, 2007

sch reopen

yo!lol my blog is pretty dusty now yea?
sry guys.lol.com broke down for duno how long dan sch reopened oso no time to blog.haha...but yea im back now.
so let me reply to my tags 1st.


jojo:stupid sheep.lol.
Jmin*:wahh ouch ouch!pain pain!lol.merry xmas
Ws:hehehe.u too!
Amirul:LOL.thnx dude.u too (:
jing:aiyo silly gal.sry for wat.haha.n yea merry xmas to u too (:
jr:lol!hihi!yups.linked le.
jojo:u two = stupids!
jing:lol.i duno how leh siala!!!faster tell me how!


holidays juz flew by.
sch reopened.
back to sch, back to another new beginning.
chionging n revising, practising n memorising.
the never ending torment of school life.
"o"s will b coming in a blink of an eye.
the secondary life will come to an end very soon.
the friends we made these 4years may juz be gone, vanished.
or maybe not?
shudnt we start to treasure each other b4 we leave the sch in seperate ways.

POP will be in june or july as told.
the 4years of fun will soon become memories.
memories...
the most enjoyable thing in my school life will all vanish.
treasure it, treasure them.

Sunday, December 24, 2006

xmas eve!

hi guys!sry for not blogging these few days yea?lol

these few days had been quite eventful n i quite enjoyed my life.lol
thnx to all my frends who were there these few days.had thons of fun ((:
guess ill keep it short today.

time for tag replies!
jojo:LOL u jealous i cute ah!?ohh...u meant i cute in blog onli )):
Jmin*:LOL.my leg pain pain ah?HAHAHA
roNnie:LOL u bored until spam my blog ah!?HIGH 5!LOL duh rite?of coz fun la!lol ok la hotd4 la...
jing:hihi!finally u r back!lol.yealo.i bz then u go aus oso.hahha.thank you (:

HAPPY CHRISTMAS EVE!

and in advance,
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND A HAPPY NEW YEAR!

Tuesday, December 19, 2006

chalet!

chalet was fun fun fun!!!

firstly,
the NCOs Retreat thingy was cool.
we discussed bout ways to improve our unit's overall performance.
in other words, its all
TOP SECRET!

after that was bbq!
sir daniel helped us start the fire at the bbq pit n the fire was ready.
so, had to use sir desmonds small bbq pit coz its raining.
so we actualli bbqed at the doorstep of our bungalow.
how funny n cute.lol.
its pretty cosy tho.hahaha.

after the bbq, was about 11+ or 12+ liao.
stayed at the living room n played fifa07 n burnout almost the whole night.lol
played till bout 5+ dan decided to watch the onli movie we got at tat time.which was saw3
the movie was sick, full of gore n etc.but actuali, its not reali scary tho.
the storyline was ok.
slowly during the movie, ppl started to go inside the room to slp.lol
watched till bout 6+
then sm went rest n slp again.
lol.played fifa07 again for awhile.
then went out for a morning walk with jierong n jolene.

ahhh!it was so damn cooling la.then stood on the platform thingy.
can see the clouds moving so quickly,
at the same time get blown away by the sea breeze.
ahh.guess tat was seriously the best part of the chalet man!
saw 2 monitor lizards and 1 squirrel and 2 kingfishers.haha

so went back to chalet n we started to pack up our stuff n ready to leave.
went at 10+

ppl there were fun fun fun!
the "truth or dare" session was fun fun fun!
the bbq was fun fun fun!
the movie n games were fun fun fun!
EVERYTHING WAS FUN FUN FUN!

Saturday, December 16, 2006

wat tree r u?

>>WHAT TREE DID YOU FALL FROM?
>>
>>Find your birthday and then find your tree. This is really cool and
>>somewhat accurate. Then send it to your friends, including the one
>>that sent it to you, so they can find out what tree they fell from.
>>
>>Jan 01 to Jan 11 - Fir Tree
>>Jan 12 to Jan 24 - Elm Tree
>>Jan 25 to Feb 03 - Cypress Tree
>>Feb 04 to Feb 08 - Poplar Tree
>>Feb 09 to Feb 18 - Cedar Tree
>>Feb 19 to Feb 28 - Pine Tree
>>Mar 01 to Mar 10 - Weeping Willow Tree
>>Mar 11 to Mar 20 - Lime Tree
>>
>>Mar 21 (only) - Oak Tree
>>Mar 22 to Mar 31 - Hazelnut Tree
>>Apr 01 to Apr 10 - Rowan Tree
>>Apr 11 to Apr 20 - Maple Tree
>>Apr 21 to Apr 30 - Walnut Tree
>>May 01 to May 14 - Poplar Tree
>>
>>May 15 to May 24 - Chestnut Tree
>>May 25 to Jun 03 - Ash Tree
>>Jun 04 to Jun 13 - Hornbeam Tree
>>Jun 14 to Jun 23 - Fig Tree
>>Jun 24 (only) - Birch Tree
>>Jun 25 to Jul 04 - Apple Tree
>>Jul 05 to Jul 14 - Fir Tree
>>
>>Jul 15 to Jul 25 - Elm Tree
>>Jul 26 to Aug 04 - Cypress Tree
>>Aug 05 to Aug 13 - Poplar Tree
>>Aug 14 to Aug 23 - Cedar Tree
>>Aug 24 to Sep 02 - Pine Tree
>>Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree
>>Sep 13 to Sep 22 - Lime Tree
>>Sep 23 (only) - Olive Tree
>>Sep 24 to Oct 03 - Hazelnut Tree
>>Oct 04 to Oct 13 - Rowan Tree
>>Oct 14 to Oct 23 - Maple Tree
>>Oct 24 to Nov 11 - Walnut Tree
>>Nov 12 to Nov 21 - Chestnut Tree
>>Nov 22 to Dec 01 - Ash Tree
>>Dec 02 to Dec 11 - Hornbeam Tree
>>Dec 12 to Dec 21 - Fig Tree
>>Dec 22 (only) - Beech Tree
>>Dec 23 to Jan 01 - Apple Tree
>>
>>
>>TREES (in alphabetical order)
>>
>>Apple Tree (Love) -- quiet and shy at times, lots of charm, appeal,
>>and attraction, pleasant attitude, flirtatious smile, adventurous,
>>sensitive, loyal in love, wants to love and be loved, faithful and
>>tender partner, very generous, many talents, loves children, needs
>>affectionate partner.
>>
>>Ash Tree (Ambition) -- extremely attractive, vivacious, impulsive,
>> demanding, does not care for criticism, ambitious, intelligent,
>>talented, likes to play with fate, can be very egotistic, reliable,
>>restless lover, sometimes money rules over the heart, demands
>>attention, needs love >>and much emotional support.
>>
>>Beech Tree (Creative) -- has good taste, concerned about its looks,
>>materialistic, good organization of life and career, economical,
>>good leader, takes no unnecessary risks, reasonable, splendid
>>lifetime companion, keen on keeping fit (diets, sports, etc.).
>>
>>Birch Tree (Inspiration) -- vivacious, attractive,
>>elegant,friendly, unpretentious, modest, does not like anything in
>>excess, abhors the vulgar, loves life in nature and in calm, not
>>very passionate, full of imagination, little ambition, creates a
>>calm and content atmosphere.
>>
>>Cedar Tree (Confidence) -- of rare strength, knows how to adapt,
>>likes unexpected presents, of good health, not in the least shy,
>>tends to look down on others, self-confident, a great speaker,
>>determined, often impatient, likes to impress others,
>>has many talents, industrious, healthy optimism, waits for the one >
>true love, able to make quick decisions.
>>
>>Chestnut Tree (Honesty) -- of unusual stature, impressive,
>>well-developed sense of justice, fun to be around, a planner, born
>>diplomat, can be irritated easily, sensitive of others feelings,
>>hard worker, sometimes acts superior, feels not understood at
>>times, fiercely family oriented, very loyal in love, physically
>>fit.
>>
>>Cypress Tree (Faithfulness) -- strong, muscular, adaptable, takes
>>what life has to give but doesn't necessarily like it, strives to
>>be content, optimistic, wants to be financially independent, wants
>>love and affection, hates loneliness, passionate lover which cannot
>>be satisfied, faithful, quick-tempered at times, can be unruly and
>>careless, loves to
>>gain knowledge, needs to be needed.
>>
>>Elm Tree (Noble-mindedness) -- pleasant shape, tasteful clothes,
>>modest demands, tends not to forgive mistakes, cheerful, likes to
>>lead but not to obey, honest and faithful partner, likes making
>>decisions for others, noble-minded, generous, good sense of humor,
>>practical.
>>
>>Fig Tree (Sensibility) -- very strong minded, a bit self-willed,
>>honest, loyal, independent, hates contradiction or arguments, hard
>>worker when wants to be, loves life and friends, enjoys children
>>and animals, sexually oriented, great sense of humor, has artistic
>>talent and great intelligence.
>>
>>Fir tree (Mysterious) -- extraordinary taste, handles stress well,
>>loves anything beautiful,
>>stubborn, tends to care for those close to them, hard to trust
>>others, yet a social butterfly, likes idleness and laziness after
>>long demanding hours at work, rather modest,
>>talented, unselfish, many friends, very reliable.
>>
>>Hazelnut Tree (Extraordinary) -- charming, sense of humor, very
>>demanding but can also be very understanding, knows how to make a
>>lasting impression, active fighter for social causes and politics,
>>popular, quite moody, sexually oriented, honest, a perfectionist,
>>has a precise sense of judgment and expects complete fairness.
>>
>>Hornbeam Tree (Good Taste) -- of cool beauty, cares for its looks
>>and condition, good taste, is not egoistic, makes life as
>>comfortable as possible, leads a reasonable and disciplined life,
>>looks for kindness and acknowledgment in an emotional partner,
>>dreams of unusual lovers, is seldom happy with its feelings,
>>mistrusts most people, is never sure of its decisions, very
>>conscientious.
>>
>>Lime Tree (Doubt) - intelligent, hard working,
>>accepts what life dishes out, but not before trying to change bad
>>circumstances into good ones, hates fighting and stress, enjoys
>>getaway vacations, may appear tough, but is actually soft and
>>relenting, always willing to make sacrifices for family and
>>friends, has many talents but not always enough time to
>>use them, great leadership qualities, is jealous at times but
>>extremely loyal.
>>
>>Maple Tree (Independence of Mind) -- no ordinary person, full of
>>imagination and originality, shy and reserved, ambitious, proud,
>>self-confident, hungers for new experiences, sometimes nervous, has
>>many complexities, good memory, learns easily, complicated love
>>life, wants to impress.
>>
>>Oak Tree (Brave) -- robust nature, courageous, strong, unrelenting,
>>independent, sensible, does >>not like change, keeps its feet on the ground, person of action.
>>
>>Olive Tree (Wisdom) -- loves sun, warmth and kind feelings,
>>reasonable, balanced, avoids aggression and violence, tolerant,
>>cheerful, calm, well-developed sense of justice, sensitive,
>>empathetic, free of jealousy, loves to read and the company of
>>sophisticated people.
>>
>>Pine Tree (Peacemaker) -- loves agreeable company, craves peace and
>>harmony, loves to help others, active imagination, likes to write
>>poetry, not fashion conscious, great compassion, friendly to all,
>>falls strongly in love but will leave if betrayed or lied to,
>>emotionally soft, low self esteem, needs affection and reassurance.
>>
>>Poplar Tree (Uncertainty) -- looks very decorative,
>>talented, not very self-confident, extremely courageous if
>>necessary, needs goodwill and pleasant surroundings, very choosy,
>>often lonely, great animosity, great artistic nature, good
>>organizer, tends to lean toward philosophy, reliable in any
>>situation, takes partnership seriously.
>>
>>Rowan Tree (Sensitivity) -- Vivacous, full of charm, cheerful,
>>gifted without egoism, likes to draw attention, loves life, motion,
>>unrest, and even complications, is both dependent and independent,
>>good taste, artistic, extremely passionate, emotional, good
>>company, does not forgive.
>>
>>Walnut Tree (Passion) -- unrelenting, strange and full of
>>contrasts, often egotistic, aggressive, noble, broad horizon,
>>unexpected reactions, spontaneous, unlimited ambition, no
>>flexibility, difficult and uncommon partner, not always liked but
>>often admired, ingenious strategist, very jealous and passionate,
>>no compromise.
>>
>>Weeping Willow (Melancholy) - likes to be stress free, loves family
>>life, full of hopes and dreams,
>>attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful, musically
>>inclined, loves to travel to exotic places, restless, capricious,
>>honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with when
>>pressured, sometimes demanding, good intuition, suffers in love
>>until they find that one loyal, steadfast partner; loves to make
>>others laugh.

tkband concert

woots!yesterday was pretty great!had cranes to grains thingy at 9 till 3+ basically sorting out the different colours of the cranes.hehe.dan after then had to make a delivery 4 southeast CDC to the Kinderland at parkway.

haha.after the delivery was done, it started to rain liao.wat the shit.yala, me n jr were late bcoz of the delivery thingy.lol.so we went to meet up with jolene, weirong n nikki.so we went walking around n went to PRINTS to get michelle a present.then we went to the flower shop to get the band members flowers.

so it was 6 already n we went off to the singapore conference hall a.k.a the home of singapore chinese orchestra.heh.still rmb tat place coz i was there once when i was in pri sch.dun tell u guys y.n so waited n waited n at the waiting area n finally the doors r opened n everyone started to rush in to get a good seat.

the concert began n all was gd.with the MONG-KEY n her SEXY-PHONE.lol.pretty gd performance.after tat we went to lau par sat to grab our dinner n supper.the food there is onli average but the price is heavenly.the satay there r the onli nice food i guess.haha.

after the whole thing, then took the last train n reached hm at bout 12+ slacked infront of the TV watching the DOHA closing ceremony until 2 then went orh orh.

Tuesday, December 12, 2006

camp-lag

i guess im suffering fr camp-lag.
im still in the mood of the camp.
im still tinking bout the posting.
im still thinking bout the night walk.
im still thinking bout the haunted mansion.
im still thinking bout the confidence fall.
im still thinking bout the rations.
im still thinking bout the cadets.
im still thinking bout the farewell party.
im still thinking bout the various sightings.
im still missing everything.
im still suffering fr everything.
im still alone here suffering.
im still emoing 4 god noes wat reasons.

wats happening?

Monday, December 11, 2006

dec camp

wah.after 17hrs of hibernating, im back at last!let me reply to all my tags 1st.

jing: LOL.if u wan to quite np i will oso quit with u (: 4 tat i promise u.np la.i oso 4got wat i do liao.lol.sure i wont mind coz its damn funny!haha
Jmin*:lol...ok i wrong... ):
cherie:muahahaha!im evil n im bad!
jojo:lol.bhb.smmore u go smwhere nvr tell me...so bad.lol

ok.dec camp was ok...
everything went on so smoothly.
thnx to CC 4 the realli gd job.many weird stuff happened n u all remained damn calm.
rock on man!
neways, i gtg liao.

TO YOU:
hopefully u r ok now.im sry.sry 4 everything...

Sunday, December 03, 2006

painsaken

how does it feels to see the unit in this state?
NCOs shud noe.
need i say more?

how does it feels to see the effort we put in gone to waste?
NCOs shud noe.
need i say more?

wat shud we do now?
is there still a way to resurrect the unit, the NCOs, the cadets?
maeb?
how cn we do it?
all of us r tired,
tired of giving ins, arguings, pumpings n even scoldings.
have there been ne changes made by us?
i leave tat 4 u to answer.

we give up.
where has the unity gone to?
NCO camp?we were just putting up an act i guess.
sadness overwhelms.

Thursday, November 30, 2006

casino royale

went to watch casino royale with ron yest.wait.wat time isit?ok.on tuesday to be exact.lol
met at bugis n i went to buy tix 1st.hehehe.so luckily saw thong thong.dan he said gav juz went down escalator.dan i chased after gavin.lol.luckily he walked freaking helly slow.

so l0nely trio outing again.hahaha.not bad leh the show.quite cool.2hrs 20min.ass pain movie man!lol.after tat went home lo.wat else?hah

did confidence fall on wednesday.haha.quite fun eh?but sy go scratch my hand when he come down, forcing me to let go.dan he hit his head.lol.the scratch keep bleeding like duno wat.dan now swollen.aiya heck it.

do gals ask more or guys ask more in a relationship?
ever wondered?
mayb tats the thing leading to the start n end of a relationship...

Monday, November 27, 2006

screwed

another fucked up day.
how i wished i went home emoing infront of the com.hah

usual rehearsal again.
sm fuck-tard got so irritated over god-noes-wat-shit.
started scolding like noones business.
worse of all, i was being dragged into the whole shit!
wtf?

i asked him 4 permission dan he agreed.
but dan juz now he told me it was the opposite.
WTF?
im like.if u say dun, will i insist?no i swear.
let me tell u smthing.
u attitude me, i attitude back.
happy or not, i dun care.

sec1s were SHIT.
play poker cards, slacked ard.
fuck it la.
everything screwed up who to blame?
me!fucking hell me again.
how i wished i had sm stupid fucktard post n juz slack the whole of my NCO life.

i seriously cant stand this.
i feel like im useless.
im speechless.
im too reckless.
i cant do nething well.
i screwed up everything.
i want to do everything on my own, but mess up everything.
i want to be a perfectionist, but i cant.
i want to give up, but i cant!
I CANT.

i cant bear to lose everything tat i have worked so hard for.
i feel tat im too childish smtimes.
i duno when to b serious, when not to joke.
i juz want to change.
im unhappy over all the shitty things i get.
i got to change my attitude.
how i wished i was a innocent kid.
smile, laugh, play n willing to do things so willingly.
so naively.

u guys vent all ur anger on me.
then who shall i vent my anger at?

Saturday, November 25, 2006

S-E-X?

Do all guys onli want a gf just for the sake of S-E-X?

Yes?No?

argue it out!

"Obviously the S-E-X word right? As for the girls, it's shopping, eating, slimming down and etc.etc. I'm sure woman have a lot of things on their mind. Love, House, Money, Car, Condo, Credit Card, Country Club, Cash and they complain about a whole load of stuff.

Hearing a woman complain is something that only FEW men can bear...and I've had one heck of a fill of hearing a year's worth of whining from the woman who sits beside me during English. WOW, sometimes I'm amazed that so much complaining can fit into her slim body.

Anyway, back to the GUYS.

You people are disgusting. Watch porn and think about sex only. The only safe ones are the holy ones, the mummy's boy, the nerd, people like me ( I've never touched it before or seen it before, TRUST me) and well, the rest aren't safe."

-taken fr amirul's blog

"Come on, its not true. I would think its love. The sexual fantasy is there, but hey, I believe that I know have this thinking, "Oh my god, she's hot," and then try to get to know her not because of sex, but because she's cute. I don't make a sense yeah? Okay, look at it this way, guys and girls want to know the opposite sex because their cute/handsome/pretty, but guys don't want to have sex just because she is cute/pretty/beautiful/hot. Its all on the timing you understand? And well, in my opinion, a kiss or a hug shows just how much a someone love him/her, and not sex."

-taken fr clayton's blog

hope they dun mind me taking their opinions.hehe.
ok.nw its my turn.

hmm.ok.
i tink tat guys r like gals.we r humans too.we nd love too.not all guys r tat pervetic yea?sex may shows how much u love the opposite sex n i bet its smthing tat guys of this age (like us) wont ever understand.ok, guys at this age may just fantasize abt the opposite sex.so does the gals fantasize abt guys rite?i meant its normal for such things to happen due to our curiosity and our raging hormones.

sex at this young age?no i will say.pregnancy problems etc etc.u will nvr get enough of sex.so NO-NO at this age.wait till u get a wife n u can go have S-E-X everynight for all ur needs dude.or go get a whore if u enjoy sex so much.humans r not sex machine.

LOVE is the thing tat makes the world go round.n tat is wat everyone needs.whenever u r feeling down can u imagine how comforting it will be for a frend to come ard to cheer u up?yeps tats love.n tats the reason why guys nd gals n vice versa?probably...

Friday, November 24, 2006

dang

NP has totally rule over my life i guess.
everyday is NP.
go sch, rehearse, plan, buy rations.lol
until now i feel totally shacked.

so if u happened to see me shutting my mouth up, its not bcoz im emoing away.
is just tat im damn tired.ok?get it?

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

shacked

lol.shud have been in sch by now liao.haha nvm i guess wait till 11.45am then go bah.

neways yest was realli fun.
thnx everyone 4 the fun.
seldom u see NP having so much fun.
oh isit bcoz of smone?hah.mayb bah.hahaha
it shows tat we love ECP alot eh?

bladed 4 duno how long la.
nw got sunburnt liao.

tats all i got 4 now.
gtg n prepare.
cya guys!

Monday, November 20, 2006

bored

dun feel like bloggin today.
damn tired.
damn sick.
damn tired bcoz nvr slp enough.
damn sick of how im feeling.
'coz i simply noe nthing bout wats happening/going to happen
hope tat the sun will shine again.

juz wondering y this world is filled with troubles now.
it seems like every teen is troubled 4 god noes why.
n we juz call others EMO when it is their turn.
who noes tat by doing tat, the person might feel worse.

imagine how gd it will b to b in a WONDERLAND?
where there thons of magic lamps with 3chances each to make ur wished come true,
fairy god mother to turn u into a beauty n charming gal/guy fr a commoner,
hah!imagine tat man?how chaotic will the world b?
ppl cursing each other to die with their magic lamps?
stealing n killing with the magic?
noone understands the true beauty tat lies within the heart, the personality?
all they care 4 will b looks, own benefits.
will there be smthing called true frends?
i bet not even frends,
coz everyone will b caring 4 themselve n not the others.
ahhh...its juz so sick.

neways,
on a happier topic, i bought my skates today liao.
so if neone of u got nthing to do,
wana go ECP to play or wat,
im available now!hah

Sunday, November 19, 2006

happyhappy.

lol.today was sort of the happiest days of the baddest days i ever had this week.hahaha.

went to Peninnsula Shopping centre with my bro to check out the price of skates.haha.maeb gona go back to buy tml.
yay!skates skates skates!i bet i will dream of them tonite!hahaha.

so after tat, met up with ronald n gavin n we decided to go ECP coz i wanna check the skates price there.it was expensive actually.so we walked all the way to the east coast lagoon to have our EARLY DINNER.

guess wat we bought?
1)stingray ($10)
2)6chicken wings ($6)
3)fried hokkien mee ($5)
4)black carrot cake ($5)
total of $26

we seldom eat so much n so EXPENSIVE b4.
coz in ronald's mind,
$1=1 Initial D currency.
so save more = play more
Tats RONALD'S 1st LAW

neways, yest we went suntec n stayed there till damn late.at the playground there u noe?hah.i did sm graffiti on the pebbles.tok one with me n put the rest in the pond.wanna see?find me n i will show it to u.hah.

tats all 4 today.
may tml be a better day 4 all (:
n hopefully ill get my skates tml :D

Thursday, November 16, 2006

wats this?

aiya i juz hate watever thing is happening to me.
SCREW IT
i dun feel like carrying on nemore.
noone listens, noone cares.
i cant put my heart into wat i am supposed to do.
i hate it.

neways tml was quite a bad day.
maeb 4 the squad.
nt going to say y.
haiz.i can feel how he feels.
probably all he need is to be alone...
n yea i have to agree tat we cant do nething to stop it fr happening.
but its still sm emotional thing rite.
u cant control ur tears fr rolling down.
only time can cure this wound.
n maeb sm moral support by the frends.

haiz.
have u ever wonder y there is death?
its such a painful process 4 the relatives n frends.
but everyone have to face it n sm day it will b their turn.
wat a painful cycle.
u may b crying n weeping bcoz u have loss ur loved ones.
who noes?ten years down the road, alot other ppl may b crying 4 u.

haha.
now i still can remember every chinese new year.
my grandpa will get everything prepared.
all the bah guas, nuts, drinks n chinese new year food ready laid on the table.
he will welcome us with his heart-warming smile.
lol.nex chinese new year, i wont see him there again.
no more "old-hero" in me n my families' life.
how hard am i trying still to accept his death.
tats y, when i heard of his grandma death.
tears started building up in my eyes, thinking of the scene of the whole family of us standing next to his bed in the hospital.
while he sleeps peacefully forever, his heart no longer beating.
then came the day tat he was send into the cremation furnace,
lying in the wooden box called a casket...

hai.43days have passed.
n it seems like he was still alive yesterday.
every memory of him suddenly comes to life.
but he is no-longer.
so, to those of u who still have ur grandparents with u,
treasure them b4 they r gone.

btw i dun tink i have the power to carry on without those ppl ard me.
all those who have been helping me in being a "leader among the leaders".
those who gave words of encouragement n joy to me.
cheerios to u all ((;

lol.neways i sprained my ankle juz now in sch.
hahaha.joke...




Emo takes over solitaire

Wednesday, November 15, 2006

skates

hmm.today was another emo day.shit.
probably im too selfish n dun tink of others.
smtimes i realli feels like giving up.
feels like theres no point in everything i do.

neways, i tink tat salomon has stop production in singapore.so theres no way i can get those freestyle skates.

so,now im looking 4 sm freestyle skates.
probably fr bout $200+ to $400?
frames of about 76mm to 80mm
plz tag if u noe of ne skates.oso can introduce skates to me.
if u r a pro skater, plz leave ur suggestions.
thnx.

Tuesday, November 14, 2006

im wrong.

after all.i tink im in the wrong oso.yea probably my words may be too hurting to him.so sorry.

hmm.how i wish i can sit down on the beach.alone or with my frends.

sitting on the beach makes me reflect on wat i have done, listening to the sound of the waves hitting the shore n people enjoying themselves at the beach.hah how cool.i have always wanted to sit on the beach alone.but afterall, it looks stupid.the on-lookers may think tat u r gonna commit suicide (probably the look on ur face.heh.) but its cool aint it?haha

sitting on the beach with ur frends is definitely gd.telling each other ur problems n secrets, helping each other with their problems, giving them sm piece of ur mind.hehe.but seldom got the chance to do it (or never.lol)

best emo place is the beach yea?lol


on another topic,
can neone plz tell me where to get salomon skates in singapore?
looking for a pair of Freeskates

so if neone of u noes where to get them (most probably a retail shop),
plz do tell me (: thnx

Monday, November 13, 2006

enough is enough

today was sort of a bad day 4 me.hai.my whole world juz went EMO.yeah EMO.

firstly, it was smthing to do with camp rehearsal.ah.so we were doing the high school musical thingy.yea.the high school musical DANCE (dun look at me like tat).

so X was trying to teach us sm dance steps, so after looking, sm of us disagree to it.i said smthing like: "i prefer the previous dance step.think its better."

then 4 god-noes-wat-reason, X left the rm.then after awhile, P came in n said my words hurt X's feelings.omg.u shud see P's crude expressions (nearly fought with him.usual me, 4ever so rough).ah shit tat man.then after tat, sm of us including me, went off EMOING.lol.haiz.

secondly, to tink of my members, im quite disappointed in them.ESPECIALLY one of them.lets call him/her Y.yes.i tink i have talked about Y in one of my previous posts.dun wanna tok about him nemore.

thirdly, im still thinking of u though u already have left few weeks ago.hai.u were the "hero" in our eyes.u were so fit, we didnt even thought of u leaving us so soon.u fell down at home n u went into the hosp.we then realised u were in the final stage of cancer.it was lung cancer at tat time.tat was when we really started to spend time with u.quality time with u.about 2weeks later, u passed away.

granpa.i miss u...


3 Doors Down - Here Without You

A hundred days had made me older since the last time that I saw your pretty face
A thousand lights had made me colder and I don’t think I can look at this the same
But all the miles had separate
They disappeared now when I’m dreaming of your face

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight it’s only you and me

The miles just keep rolling as the people either way to say hello
I hear this life is overrated but I hope it gets better as we go

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

Everything I know, and anywhere I go
it gets hard but it won’t take away my love
And when the last one falls, when it’s all said and done
it get hard but it won’t take away my love

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
And tonight girl it’s only you and me

I’m here without you baby but your still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time
I’m here without you baby but your still with me in my dreams
but tonight girl it’s only you and me

Sunday, November 12, 2006

castaway

stayed up yest night to catch the Saturday Late Night Movie.
lol.yea.the show was Castaway.

it was a pretty nice movie, or rather touching.

the story is about a guy called Chuck Noland(played by Hanks), a FedEx systems engineer whose personal and professional life are ruled by the clock. His fast-paced career takes him, often at a moment's notice, to far-flung locales and away from his girlfriend Kelly(played by Helen Hunt).

Chuck's manic existence abruptly ends when, after a plane crash, he becomes isolated on a remote island cast away into the most desolate environment imaginable. Stripped of the conveniences of everyday life, he first must meet the basic needs of survival, including water, food and shelter. Chuck, the consummate problem solver, eventually figures out how to sustain himself physically. But then what? Chuck begins his true personal journey.

After four years, fate gives Chuck a chance to fight his way back to civilization, only to find an unexpected emotional challenge greater than all the earlier physical ones. His ability to persevere and to hope are a product of his life-changing experience. Though the conclusion of Chuck's story may not be a conventional Hollywood ending, it is, like life, full of truth, pain and promise

After a bittersweet welcome-back reception, Chuck finds Kelly has married another man and has children. But he is missing more than her. For all his life his objective was work. For four years, it was survival. Now Chuck is compelled to live.



I have to keep on breathing.
Cause tomorrow, the sun will rise again.
And i can't stay here like this forever.
Tomorrow is going to be a new day.
Who knows, what the tide will bring.
Who knows, when we'll ever go back to before.
Who knows...

Tuesday, November 07, 2006

emo?

emoing?
again?
ah fuck those emo lifes.
no life.

y live to regret?
y cant we make the correct choice?
y everything in this world is going against him?
y is he feeling the stress and pressure again?
y cant he juz enjoy himself like the past?

Y?

can smone plz save him before he breaks down?

ahhh...............!!!!

Thursday, November 02, 2006

recovered

brrr...finally sort of recovered.was sick for the past 3days.

38.9 was the record breaking temperature for the past 3days i guess lol
and yea..hopefully im able to get back to sch.

cya! (:

Saturday, October 28, 2006

birthday present.

hmm.

wonder when my moms gonna get me a new hp she promised to get me for my birthday.hope it would b real soon (: lol

Friday, October 27, 2006

down

i wonder why...

why im always feeling down.
why im always crying nowadays.
why im always confining to myself.
why theres noone out there to listen to me.


im seriously feeling really down today.

will neone give me a pair of listening ears,
will neone lend me a shoulder to lean on,
will neone be there for me to tok to,
will neone pick me up when i fall down everytime.

Will All My Pain Come To An End?

Thursday, October 26, 2006

weird

life these few days have been quite weird.heh.

ahh neways my blog is starting to sorta rust.nthing much to blog bout either.duno wat im doing these few days either.lol.stay in sch play n play.wanna do smthing meaningful man!!!but wat shud i do?suggestions neone?lol

What I Fear May Become A Truth That I Have To Learn To Except...

Friday, October 20, 2006

emo me

i tink im damn damn damn pissed off with this fucking life of mine man.

bear with me 4 my vulgarities.leave if u dun wan OR dun feel like reading on nemore.

ok...y am i so pissed off?
NP.
FAMILY.
SCHOOL.

1)NP.
as a sec1 HEAD, i have all the authority (oh wat fuck yea..ALL AUTHORITY...DREAM ON!) cmon.my members dun even show sm fucking respect to me.tell them to do smthing, they simply dun do.wat they do instead?start pushing the task to me.ok, i do..i do ok.1 or 2times, it is ok...i dun mine tat.but its EVERYTIME.HELLO..im ur HEAD.u started to push everything tat i tell u to do back to me.maeb u tink tat u win coz i listen to u?NO let me tell u NO.a big FUCKING NO.i juz dun wanna disgrace u infront of our juniors.

ok.he did smthing else oso.he told sm of the sec3s tat "dw is not doing his job"
yea he is FUCKING rite...wat did he do?telephone ic?tats all he does basically...he dun even cares about wats happening ard him.dun even ask me whether theres nething to do.blame me 4 not telling him tat he is supposed to do smthing.isnt it his own responsibility to come find me n ask me?smtimes argue with me.ok im not saying im very great or watever shit here...

2)FAMILY.
basically, i juz cant tok to my parents.or rather they dun understand me.out-dated?probably man.i will quarrel whenever i tok to them.

one thing tat i wanna add...it seems like children nowadays have no freedom

3)SCHOOL.
ok.two words.IM SCARED.im scared tat i will b retained or kicked out.

___________________________________________________________________

ah screw my life.
let me tell u smthing.
I HATE MY LIFE.
i admire those ppl who have a great life.
great grades, great understanding parents/family, great EVERYTHING.
but ONE thing tat i noe for sure is tat,
I CAN'T BE THEM.
COZ I AM WHO I AM...

Friday, October 13, 2006

exams over!!

muahaha!exams r over!its time when everyone will stay at home n do nothing.or go out with family n frends!

hehehe.neways,today went to make IC dan went to pray at the temple near bugis there.later went to bugis n bought a new shirt.muahahaha!happy happy!

the shirt was basically grey in colour with a few grungy patterns on it.love it man.coz $39(quite ex..)lol.luckily its my mom who pay (:

taking a walk in bugis made me wanna buy alot of things.SHIRTS, PANTS, JACKETS, SHOES, BAGS......im a greedy person (:

haha.shall go enjoy myself b4 MONDAY comes!! cya!

Monday, October 09, 2006

family matters

hihihi.finally i got the time to blog.lol. my com broke down n me n my bro got no time to repair it.lol.its all done now.so i guess its ok now.hehe

furthermore, im pretty busy these few days(02 - 07) due to sm family matters.haiz.i dun wish to elaborate into it.tats y when u see me in sch im quite restless.haha.tats the reason.i tink my results will b smway affected by tat family matter.haiz.total no mood man..probably i shall let everything off my mind when wednesday comes.playtime.

I Miss You.
I Need You.
Please,
Be There For Me......

Monday, October 02, 2006

big thank you

hey girl,

thank you for showing ur care n concern.
thank you for cheering me up when im down.
thank you for encouraging me.
thank you for making me smile n laugh.
thank you for your laughters.
thank you for the letter you wrote to me.
thank you for everything you have done for me (:

THANK YOU (:

Saturday, September 30, 2006

15th birthday!

happy birhtday to me
happy birthday to me...

lol.im juz being lame.haha.so today is my 15th birthday.
im not reali in the mood of celebrating my birthday tho.im not gonna say y.
haha.neways shall go revise liao.cya.

Wednesday, September 27, 2006

generation gap

smtimes i tink tat our parents reali dun understand wat teenagers want these days.1word,8letter.FREEDOM!

ah screw them la.everything oso wan to bother.wth man.they duno everything, every single problem tat im facing.even if i tell them the problems, i bet they wont even understand, they will tell u sm long long stories which u wont even understand.

not onli my parents.i bet all my frends, all my closest frends wont even understand me.coz the dun even bother to ask!hah.

i dun even tink i have a goal in living.





all i need is you

Sunday, September 17, 2006

OBS so popular

lol.reading at ppls blog nowadays make me feel sad...

U KNOW WHY!?

coz they are all toking bout OBS.the place where i left behind, 5 full days of beautiful memories in the name of ARMSTRONG.be it sad or happy memories.
OBS has truely left me smthing to think off.at least its one out of those numerous camps tat its edged so deeply in my heart.

now i tink im proud to be an ARMSTRONGer, graduated fr the 5days camp, recieved my OBS cert n not 4getting the grp photos.but the most memorable thing tat was left with me, was the MEMORY n EXPERIENCE of the 5days.hah.now i oso noe how much i miss obs!


lol.was having a tok with ronnie.

he was complaining tat he is a zombie coz he slps late.so i said this:
"zombie with zombie hair cut"
then he was darn angry:
"idiot indian barber"
i replied:
"he tot u r construction worker.
so muz cut ur hair into a safety helmet shape."
he is obviously more frustrated now.lol.hopefully he dun get a nightmare later.
".......omg!dun cut my hair into a safety helmet shape!!"

Saturday, September 16, 2006

promoted!!

hilo!long time since i blog ler.haiz.sian la.

neways!yest was as usual np training.had our 1st musterparade.lol it was sort of screwed up abit.wat u expect for the 1st try?lol.i was awarded with a CPL rank n 3rd Class Drill Badge!wooohoo!!promoted FoOoOoOoOoOo!

n so here i am, staring outside the windows, at the DARK DARK BLUE SKY its gona rain soon liao.n i gtg study n revise ler.bye!

Saturday, September 09, 2006

roller coaster

hm.i duno y life seems meaningless to me.i no longer have the drive in me.life is juz lyk a rollercoaster.lol.u happy, u get up n go 4 more rides.no happy, get down n dont come back nemore.

haiz.perhaps im juz too troubled.hopefully when time passes, those problems n troubles will go away.

cyaz!

Wednesday, September 06, 2006

steve irwin

the well-known Crocodile Hunter, Steve Irwin passed away few days ago.the news pretty shocked me.

since young, i've been watching his tv series on Kids Central.lol.he was the Crocodile Hunter then.i often joked bout his actions, on how daringly he plays with the crocs n reptiles on his show.but now, he is dead.no more Crocodile Hunter.no more Steve Irwin.he was killed by a stingray which attacked him with its poisonous barb on the tail.it went right into his heart, causing his death.

R.I.P Steve Irwin

-post dedicated to "Crickey".

Sunday, September 03, 2006

freak

haiz.y shud this happen?

noon, rushed down to CGH(changi general hospital) with my mom rite after recieving the news tat my grandpa had been hospitalized.it was quite critical tho.

reached there.the doc spoke to us(the family members).

she said.
"we found 2cancerous cells in his brain."
"inform all his family members asap to come n see him"
"he will leave ne time"
so, we stayed in the hosp until bout 7+ b4 we came home.
guess i will try to spend more time in the hosp.taking a look at him b4 he leaves this world.
u will noe how painful it is to see ur loved one lying on the bed, struggling in pain.he is 80+now n it shud b time 4 him to leave this world.
screw this world...

supper fooooooh!

it have been ages since i last had SUPPER man!lol.yest nite went down to the prata shop near my hse at bout 11+(isnt quite late tho...).

ordered 2pieces of prata.1plain n 1plaster prata n 1cup of tehh.4 those who duno wats a plaster prata, it is actually quite similar to egg prata onli tat its egg is on the surface of the prata.it have been at least a few months since i last tasted prata.how nice isit to sip sm tehh n eat ur prata surrounded by the silence of the nite?lol.it was great.

so played xbox after i reached home n went to slp onli at bout 2.woke up n tada! im here after doing sm hw n finished my lunch *burp* (: haha.i juz love sundays man...duno y.lol.neways i tink tat this hols r gonna b quite boring man :x wasting my time doing hw at home!!arggh!makes me wanna explode man.

Saturday, September 02, 2006

holsss

slacked half of my day at home doing nthing.lol tats the usual me when i touch my com.i will waste smtime away on my com, doing nthing.usually reading blogs, watching sm dumb youtube vids, n listening to songs.so started doing sm ss hw on the elearning webbie.sm stoopid ink-wasting essay writings.

n yea.ron is right.29 28days to my birthday.duno whether i shud b happy or not.lol.

i shud b happy:
-im 1year older.
-1 more year closer to nc16 shows.(lol)
-can make IC.
-more mature.

y shud i b happy:
-i dun get to celebrate my bday with frends b4 in my whole life.(not once)
-nobody cares.(its just a birthday)
-more stress.more problems.
-its part of growing up.grow older with every birthday.

hah.i tink i rather b a small kiddo trapped bhind those doors of a kindergarten where u play with masak everyday n tats the only thing u do.u dont noe nething else bout the GROWN UP WORLD tat is cozing urs trouble.everyday go to kindergarten happily n go home happily.no hw only play everyday.

when u grow up.there r many things which troubles u.hw, ccas, results, nething tat concerns ur life.u noe how naive u were once, tinking tat SUPERMAN n POWER RANGERS exists.n maybe wat i told ronald is correct.

"emoing is part of growing up"

Friday, September 01, 2006

tchers day

woke up by the torrential rains which spolit my spirits of getting to sch.reach sch as usual n soaked by the rain.lol.waited in class 4 the ACES day.but so damn luckily sec3s n 4s r excused fr the workout.lol!

while waiting in class, our form teacher Mr Tan brought a cake which he bought fr Secret Recipe 4 us to eat.LOL!a teacher buying a cake to share with us, kiddos, how rare can dat be man!?haha he makes it feel like its Children's Day.lol.

so it was bout 9+ tat all of us were summoned to the hall 4 the teacher's day concert to begin.started off with the Talent Search.this year's talent search seriously sux man.non of them can b compared to last year's contestants.but luckily the day was saved by the champs of 2005's winners, Flavalicious.their dance move were nice(much better than EFFERVESCENCE).the best performance was probably the PDS!they rocked the house man!after tat the concert ended n we were dismissed..

waited 4 gavin 4 duno how long..chat with jh n cass under the rotunda.then jh wanted us to go eat PRATA with her.lol.cass disagreed, while i had to go out with the rest.so in the end she went home n ate prata herself while cass went to bugis with her les partner i tink.lol.sry guys 4 not accompanying u all :)

regrouped at the katong LAN shop there.played CS with Yi Feng(one wind), Terence, Edmund, Charles, Gavin, Ying Wei, Xian Yang n Kenny.i seldom seldom seldom play LAN de..probably this is the 2nd time im playing LAN of my 14-15 years of living as a humanoid.lol n we played fr 11+ to bout 2+.3hrs of LAN.stommache grumping so we went to have our lunch.after tat we went bowling.not in the mood of bowling.lol wasted my money.haha.

ventured to suntec with gavin.waited 4 bus no.14 to come until so long.we were tired so decicded to slp on the bus.LOL.guess wat?we heng-heng woke up at the bus stop n rushed down of the double-decker n entered suntec.u might tink tat we r lucky rite?u will noe whether we r lucky or not later.lol.went to courts to play com while waiting 4 ronald, jun liang n yuwen to arrive fr changi.went to play arcade.n gav ate at foodcourt while i got no money to eat.lol.so kind ronald volunteered to let me go to his hse to eat.

after tat took bus 31 fr his hse to go home.guess wat happen again?we slept on the bus due to our tiredness.went all the way to Toa Payoh.fr there, we took bus 139 to go back home.but we slept on the bus to sim lim square again.lol.it was bout 11+ by then.so gavin's dad called him n told him tat he is coming to fetch us home.lol.we 2 like pig like tat sia.keep slping.haha.tats all 4 yest.

k la..gtg liao.gotta start chionging hw

byess!

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

sept hols

oooohh yea!!hols r coming.haha a period 4 us to rest!!woohoo!

newayz.i will not b playing so much fr now on.cos 7th to 9th september i will be attending the Police Knowledge Course n taking my 1star kayaking course during these 4 days.n smmore, there will b training on 6th i tink..so not much time left..SCREW IT!

i gotta use my time to start revising my work fr now on n not disappoint those friends who r there 4 me..thanx guys 4 ur support 4 me.especially Trio n YKW.

tats all 4 now.rock on!!
september is coming...wee! (:

i sometimes wonder...
how am i suppose to live without u.

Saturday, August 26, 2006

great thank you.

haha!im back!
btw,

to all those who tagged on my tagboard with encouraging words:
i like to say thank you to u guys even i duno who r the anonymous.haha.thnx.n i will try my best yea?

n to whom ever voted me 4 the BLGAWARDS2006 at amirul's blog 4 being the most Emotional/Most Reflective blog .haha.tat shows tat there r still sm ppl reading my blog yea!?lol.great accomplishment haha.

Monday, August 21, 2006

RANDOM

RANDOM!!

1)gona go 4 the Sheares Bridge 3km run on sunday!haha.sm excersice 4 me bah :P
2)duno since how long liao n yet i havent bought a new wallet(not 4getting my slippers).desperate 4 them.lol.
3)bet CT results will b a pile of shit.
4)Heritage tour coming up on 23rd.
5)i seriously nd to get more shirts.mom disallow.shit!
6)still feeling troubled.lol.havent relieve my troubles yet.ARGHH.

tats all bahs..lol.35 more days to my big day.

Friday, August 18, 2006

CT over

WOOOHOO!!common tests r over!!yay!so happy.at least not as troubled now.lol.less stress..at least can rest awhile.haha.can do nething now.play, run, jump nething!!!yay.OFFF TO PLAYYINGG!!!
bye!!

cyazzz

Friday, August 11, 2006

EMO!!

wonder who will ever understand me,
understand the pain tat im undergoing through?
who will ever save me from the trap,
the trap tat i laid for myself?

when i look back and think about the past.
im so truly upset...
when im down,
who will be there for me?
i may seem to joke and fool around,
but does anyone noes wat i may b thinking?

everyone has a true friend.
smone who will b there 4 them when they r down.
smone who will lend them a shoulder to rely on.
i may be a GUY.
but there will sure b times when i will feel down.
noone will b there 4 me.

probably im just a failure.
a failure to mankind...

Thursday, August 10, 2006

SFF

woa!!National Day came and past..n now its gona be COMMON TEST period!!ARGH!

FLASHBACK...

8/8/06
Bazaar/national day celebration/arts fest.bazaar wasnt pretty astonishing this yr.thought tat last yr was better coz the food was much much better! i was in the banner design.pretty boring tho..nthing much to tok bout.

after everything.when to hall 4 celebration.sux oso la.tink tat this yr is quite negative.btw i was wearing a white billabong belt tat day n those stoopid tchers didnt caught me!haha.inefficient.lol

after tat.went out with:ronald, gavin, yuwen, weijie, terence, yq, wei de, eugene and duno who else la..onli knew alot of ppl went with us.hehe suppose it was a gd thing.watched Tokyo Drift which was pretty nice!but the end of the race was exactly the same as Initial D.the opponent's car crashed n fell, resulting in the main lead to win.lol.wat nonsense!went arcade b4 n after tat.

then ppl slowly left.n until onli me, yuwen n gavin.lol.we went to the Esplanade to catch the Singapore Fireworks Festival.it was Singapore team.so coincidentally, met 3c n we sat down together at a spot.crapped n waited 4 9pm to come.the fireworks was so typically singapore.gold, red n sm green color fireworks..squeezed our way thru n then me, yuwen, gavin n biondi went to suntec to get sm drinks.after tat went home.so tired..lol.

OH YA!i dropped my hp in the bus n so luckily, my chinese tcher picked it up n gona return it to me on friday.which is tml..lol.no hp = sad T.T

9/8/06
usual.stayed at home watch NDP coz no tix.lol.but it isnt bad at all coz i can see the fighter plane fly-past, heli carrying the flag n the fireworks.the fireworks were similar to the SFF on 8/8/06.so basically quite boring oso.lol.

10/8/06
stayed at home revise abit here n there..so bored.no hp!!!cant sms n contact ppl.sianzz..T.T bobian.endure till tml then can get back my beloved hp.haha.n those ppl who tried to contact me, im sry tat i didnt let u guys noe i lost my hp.SRY..cya guys!

Saturday, August 05, 2006

bugis!

yay!finally went out since duno how many weeks liao.

went to sch 4 oral at 7+ coz i was 1st shift.was a bit nervous.hehe..went inside the hall n realised i was the second last person 4 my station so i was like lazing around for bout 1hour la.hehe.inside the hall saw jh n she signalled to me, telling me to wait 4 her after the oral.lol.but in the end she was the one who waited 4 me.hehe.paiseh.no choice ya?i was second last while u r third last.saw gavin while i came down fr the hall n he came to sch juz to see mr foo 4 sm ncc stuff.so he told me to wait 4 him oso.haiz.wait n wait n wait until like 9+.saw the sea cadets having training.so fun.their unitedness n brotherhood.hehe.but np oso is united la.but not brotherhood but friendship!

so we went to take bus33 coz mis poon jinghan forced us to go with her T.T.so stupid me n gavin went with her la.sat on the bus n listened to gavin's ipod.hehe.listen to a few songs on the way.the songs r nice but bcoz of smthing ah, i cant listen to a complete song at all la.miss poon kept moving back n forth until my earphone keep dropping out.then she started to laugh non stop.she is weird..then i tried to make her earphone to drop.but in the end, its mine tat drops out.n she laughed non stop again.basically she was laughing through the whole journey bah..but its fun to have her around la.

so gavin n i went to bedok coz i wanted to eat big breakfast.went home after tat n slept 4 awhile den woke up to go out with gavin.went to bugis to play arcade.but MAIN MOTIVE WAS SOMETHING ELSE LA..kayes..cya next time

Thursday, August 03, 2006

blogged!!

yay i blogged!!finally blogged!!

sry.no mood to tok now..

Monday, July 24, 2006

quiz time!!

yay!today i shall do the quiz!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Pinky
2. Meanie
3. Hippo

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. l0ner
2. daiweng
3. *dun remember liao

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. my height
2. my hair?*lol*
3. my eyes.hehehe

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. weight
2. white hair!!!
3. big foot! (difficult when buying shoes ): )

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. GHOST!!!! (ahh!)
2. stinky ah peh/madman
3. MYSELF! (lol.joking)

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. money!
2. friends xP
3. NPCC!!

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. jay chou
2. may day
3. bon jovi

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
1. bad day - daniel powter
2. san hu hai - jay chou
3. sa rang hae yo - lin jun jie

THREE OF YOUR FAVE COLOURS:
1. PINK!
2. black
3. red

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. understanding
2. trust
3. happiness

2 TRUTHS 1 LIE (random)
1. i am HANDSOME
2. i am a GIRL
3. i am CUTE

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. smile
2. charming eyes
3. cute-pinchable-cheeks!

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. sleep
2. go out buy things!
3. see my friends

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
1. PILOT
2. businessman
3. chef

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get a gd loving wife and set up a family
2. 2 children
3. treasure everyone around me

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
1. i wax my hair :D
2. i am MACHO (lmao!!)
3. i am CHARMING (roflmao!!!)

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
1. i like pink?lol
2. my height is of averahge gals. ): *sob
3. i dunch noe.lol

THREE PEOPLE YOU WANT TO SEE DOING THIS:
1. RONALD
2. jolene
3. jasmine

Saturday, July 15, 2006

promo test!!

yo!its starting to rust liao..ok so i shall tok bout wat happened yest 1st.

yest i wanted to go to the toilet to change into my pe pants.n i duno y i was not wearing my shoes.so i stupidly ran to the toilet without shoes.lol.i ran ran ran n i ended in front of the toilet in a split of a second.n the next moment i was lying on the floor.wat exactly happened?

i tripped on the pavement.cut my toe.bang my head against the wall.got a baluku on my head.hit my shoulder on the wall.landed on my knee.n i tink im lucky i didnt had a concussion.

after tat.i went to canteen n rested down there..felt tat i was very pale n no blood flow.so i oso felt like vomitting.duno y.after tat i recovered n went to ate with jas, ym, sy, daph n jr.after tat we went to jr's hse 4 duno wat reason.lol.n i ended my day like tat.

so, now to today.woke up early n went to sch 4 promo n 3rd class drill badge test.wonder if i screwed up my promo test anot.lol.hopefully i pass my promo test n get the 3rd class drill badge.wish me luck!

after tat, went to bedok to macs n crapped alot along the way n at macs.lol had a fun day with np!bye tats all 4 today

Monday, July 03, 2006

yo!!wah now im suffering fr a headache after the trip to ECP.pain pain pain!!argggghhh

ok..so this afternoon.or rather morning, i met gavin downstairs n went to take buz to PP to wait 4 ronn to go to ECP.as usual, he is forever the slowpoke..ask him to meet us at 11 n he met us at 12.so we went to popular while waiting 4 ron to come.sat down there read sm silly books n soon we went.

reached ECP n the sun was as scorching as duno wat..n it wasnt as packed as weekends.prob onli youngsters have hols bahs..so we went on with our blading as planned n it was fun but tiring..saw JIAMIN n Admundsen ppl there too!how cool isit? on the way to bedok jetty, i saw my fellow OBS grpmates.lol

after we finidhed blading, we went home while ron went to pray at "Si Ma Lu" or waterloo street.nfr the start of blading until now, im still having a headache...how cool is tat? lol

when will the day come
when i can hold ur hands
and say tat i love you

Wednesday, June 28, 2006

STRESSED UP!

man..i feeling real stressed since the 1st day of sch.sm ppl lyk jmin said tat i seems sad n im not tat crappy n lame guy i was alreadi.n true enough i m sad.n i dun seems to enjoy life more..i would love to b tat crappy ass u see everyday.but there is smthing stopping me fr doing so.i juz simply wan to stay away fr sch n spend every sec with my frends..

these few days, i reflected on the way i treat my friends n my buddies..i seems to leave my buddies out.spending most of my available time with NP ppl..isit rite?it may b a sense of commitment to NP.but wat bout my buddies?the 2 of them whom i spend most of my free time with, watching movies, crapping together, even eating curry fish head at 2am!we r seperated...haix..L0nely Trio.

my life seems to b way off track.will smone save me plz?

Sunday, June 25, 2006

back from OBS

woa..sry ppl 4 not blogging 4 like 1week..really sry man!had OBS n no mood to blog liaoz..sch reopens tml smmore la..

newayx those who wana learn more bout the OBS trip can go to Syjia's blog ok?im too lazy to type out everything la.sry.

ok i shall end here..left with few hrs to enjoy my holidays liaoz..hav fun!

Wednesday, June 14, 2006

NP June Camp 2006

yo!sup everyone.yea im back fr camp.woa!feeling so tired la..lol.ok im juz too lazi to post everything bout the camp in here.ok?

i shall sorta summarise the whole camp.

Day 1

day 1 was reali sort of slack 4 the sec2s la..lol.b4 everything started.we alreadi had bout 2 or 3 casualties.they ran n trip over the chain while moving to the flagpole.nthing much happened..their attitude wasnt tat gd at all n they nvr even greet the NCOs, NOT EVEN THE CIs..tucking out their shirts...those common mistakes lyk leaving casualties bhind.walking when they r suppose to run..so move on to day2.

Day 2

day2 started off quite gd.they r starting to answer louder n improved in their ATTITUDE..there was a positive change in them.but during the lectures.it was ATROCIOUS!pump them.they leave lecture notes bhind.draw cartoon chars on notes.dun answer the lecturers properly n with manners.after the punishments, they improved even more than b4.so had campfire.i was the EMCEE.together with amalina n jinghan.had nite walk which i dun tink i wan to say nemore.....continuing to final day.

Day 3

last day of camp.the sec2s woke up 10mins late.cant except tat la.sec4 ROD was nice..had interaction time with sec4s..time 4 posting.most of the sec3s are not reali happy with the postings.including me, tho im the sec1 first IC.i wanted to b sec2 IC..nvm.dismissed the campers.NCOs debriefing.BREAK CAMP!

overall.i have nthing much to say bout the camp as it is our 1st camp, i tink it is alreadi pretty well done.

neways!thnx sec4s 4 caring n training n spending ur time with us, teaching us important stuff.i reali appreciate everything tat u all have given to us.hopefully our squad will not disappoin u all.

Thank You Sec4s!

Tuesday, June 06, 2006

OBS!

Hello.Hi.Yo! long time nvr blog liaoz..lol very beli de solies. xP

haha.June Camp is nearing n we r gonna b leading the whole camp n hopefully we can do a great job la..lol.tats one thing which im very excited bout.

Another great thing which is going to happen during is tat im going to OBS!! which is Outward Bound Singapore.the campsite is located in Pulau Ubin n tat means i will b going to Ubin 2times within 2months coz i got ATC too..wud b damn tiring tho.lol.

OBS is wat i've dreamt to go to n now my dream will b fulfiled! yays!

guess i shall end here..till then!

Tuesday, May 30, 2006

new goal, new love, new strive, new life!

yo!a new phrase or "theme" for my life.haha!

n ya.these few days, i felt very strange n i have been tinking n tinking over n over again bout this "something" n LOVE. i tink i have started to have feelings for HER .

neways.love to me is juz spending time with ur loved one, cheering her up when she is down, lending her a shoulder n listen to her troubles, know more about her, b smone she can rely on.this is wat i tink of love.n all i wan is a simple love.lol.do i sound lyk a gal?haha.despo.lol.but im not a despo la.ok.at most friends can oso b a person like tat.but a gal/boifrend is the one tat will change your personality n u will change 4 her/him.plz correct me if u tink im wrong.coz im not a love doctor of expert or something.

seen many couples so sweet.lol.how i envy them.see.im not a despo.lol.i juz wana experience the sweetness of being in a relationship.note here SWEETNESS.this sweetness might b the thing tat brightens up ur day.

so i guess i shall stop here.have a nice day! xP

no matter who you r,
no matter what you do,
i will love you for who u r rite now till forever.