The Story
2003
Secondary 1
It was the 1st few weeks of school n a usual day, H(him) went home with F(H's Friend) and saw a girl, which we shall call her S(she) at the bus stop. Coincidentally, S oso took the same bus as H n F which was the bus no.31. S was F's classmate.
F said"hey tat gal over there ah..is my classmate leh..."
H was like "okay...so?"
They went onto the second storey of the bus and found tat it was quite empty n so found a sit n sat down...At the same time, F was teasing S using the name of the crush of S which was actually juz rumors tho...H as a naughty n playful boy too joined in in the teasing... S juz stood there n smiled back silently at them. At the same time, H had fell in love with her.
H told F "WOW...she very cute sia! especially with the cute n blurrish expression n tat specs sia...totally cute!!"
2005
Secondary 2
One year had passed n H have never forgotten bout S. Her big beautiful eyes which captivated H's heart. The pass one year, H had gotten S's email from F n have chatted with her a few times before n now, H knows S's birthday n planned to do something about it.
A day after school, H n F were at the bus stop n saw S n they again, took the same old bus no.31 home n it was another double-decker bus n sosososoo coincidentally, they went up to the second storey again. This time F was talking to S n H was just sitting there silently listening to their conversation. Suddenly, a part of the conversation caught H's ears.
F: "hey tok to my frend(H) la...see he so lonely sitting down there.."
S: "dunwan la...i dun know him"
without any reason, H was feeling so upset and he could feel his heart breaking into half...
One night, H was chatting with S on the MSN
H: "hey! i tink i got smthing to tell u leh.."
S: "wat?"
H: "I Love You"
S: "NONO! Pls tell me that u r joking with me!"
H: "Im not joking...u wan me to tell u in school tml?"
S: "NONO!"
H's heart broke into half again...feeling the sadness of being rejected by his FIRST LOVE. Maybe it was becourse H have never been in love n did not know how to phrase his love to S.
Neway, H forgot about tat incident soon enough n the BIG DAY was arriving - S's Birthday! H had planned to get S a birthday present long ago n this faithful afternoon, H together with F n R(H n F's buddy) went down to Bugis. They walked past many shops n went into almost every gift shop n took a look at all tat they had in the shop. Finally, they found a shop which i guess some of u know - Gift A Name. Yes! it was the shop for H! In the end, H bought a keychain which has a string of letter making up S's name. Thinking tat S would love it.
It was S's birthday n H asked one of S's male friend to give the present to her n yes indeed she love it! Thinking tat it was from tat friend of hers which was actually bought by H. But the truth soon arrived at her ears. When S found out tat the present was fr H, she THREW it into the dustbin! THE DUSTBIN! When F told H about it,
H said "nvm la..i gave her liao..she dun wan then up to her lor.."
But inside H's heart, it was bleeding non stop again...
Nothing much between S n H happened n it dragged on to the another year...
2006
Secondary 3
It has been more then 2years n H is still hanging on, never forgetting bout S- the girl who mesmerised his heart for more than 2years...
One day, F came to H n told him something...
F: "hey! good news! u know last year u gav S tat present? she actually never throw away!"
H: "REALLY!? omg! where isit now?"
F: "she said she duno put where liao"
H: "oic..then nvm la...neways thnx man!"
H felt so relievely happy for the first time thinking tat S kept tat present with her.
For the first time in his life, H was sleeping so sweetly tat he was dreaming about S in his dreams.
Few days later, before valentines day, H together with F n R went out to Bugis again n wanted to buy S a valentines day present. This year H bought S a box of chocolate and a card, valentines day card.
Again, H asked another friend of S to give her the present, this time knowing tat it was from H.
From wat the friend of S said, S seems to be quite happy bout the present she recieved n SURELY, H was indeedly happy. But he knew tat S would never ever give him a chance to love her n hold her hands as they walk down the road n walk down the streets together...NEVER..
Until these days, H is still trying to woo S n really hopes that S would just give him a chance. All the things he have done n time he have given- More than 2years. But wat did H got from all those things he have done?
Nothing, nothing at all....
And H is still tinking of S whenever he was bored,
All those SWEET memories n time H has with S,
Though not together...
But H felt just as happy as seeing S,
Being mesmerised by her big black eyes...
Till today, S is still ignoring H, treating H like a stranger...
Imagine how sad H would feel...
Days still went by
And H is still hanging on,
At this moment,
this minute,
this second
And H sits down infront of his computer,
typing this story of his....
This story which does not have an ending...
-L0ner.....
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