buddy

im so damn upset with my best frend today,
RONALD
after the postponed Games Carnival, me, gav, pohheng n yuwen went off 1st..so, ron gave me a call asking me if i could wait 4 him anot. i said YES (duh) he is my best frend, wat u expect? running off without him? so being a SMART ALEX, i ran back all the way fr the row of bungalows to the sch...yep..ran back there, couldnt see him, so went out of the main gate n saw him with CLIFFTON (smone whom i detest-at-first-sight) i didnt like his face n quite buaysong with him. so i went up to ronald n ask him whether he wan to go with me anot. this is wad he said:
"cliffton got smthing urgent n he needs me"
i was like so? u wanted us to wait 4 u n i ran baq juz to find u! DUDE! WTF? i felt so sad n angry..
"y did i trusted him so much? y did i tink tat he is the closest to me? Y? when im troubled, does he even cares about me? NO WAY!"
so, at tat moment, my heart crashes..FRIENDSHIP, the onli thing tat i have with me now...n he, was my best frend.
noone noes how sad i feels inside my heart. smone who is ur buddy n he cares more bout his classmate! so wat r buddies for?

tearin down as i blogged