gone!!

my feelings 4 her has finally disappeared..duno whether its a gd or bad thing..gd thing is tat i can concentrate on my studies. nthing to trouble abt. bad thing is tat i think tats no point living..no goals in life. will miss her oso. newayz still tink tat she will b the one tat i once loved so deeply n i shall not love nemore. too painful as wat ron said. so finish bout the relationship n now to my life. my life simply sux to the core..noone likes me at all..no one at all..yeap. u tink im gay? im not..but i shall let u say watever u like..its ur mouth neways. u tink im a bully? yea i too agree. u tink im dumb, slack, ass, fucker. yes...totally i am...but do u tink i want it tat way? No i will say. but do u blieve it? no i tink. im a sadist. so plz, if u dont like me plz say. i wan to change too. but u tink its easy? try doing it urself n tell me!