emo day rain

rainy days, emo days.
shitty mood from yesterday until now.
some times, thoughts just flood the mind.
weird thoughts, i know.
but smtimes they seems seriously right.

honestly i duno wat im tinking
but im tinking alot.
yes like smone said to me "eh we often think too much n make things complicated"
which is true.sometimes.

things r not always tat simple as we think they are.
telling ur self not to think about random things aint gonna help.
its just gonna come back in the next minute.
its the same with keeping urself occupied.
the only thing tat u can do is to release ur thoughts.

tats y i seriously feels like going to the beach.
let the waves bring away ur troubles.
seriously it helps for me.
not sure about u.

sometimes i wished u guys were here with me, travelling around the campus in search of food
or even just places to chill out.
i know i shud move one.
but afterall, it was 4years of friendship

4 years of my everything,
those simple yet true friendships,
the committment,
knowing how much we care for one another.

haha.
its just a type of feeling tat i know for sure tat i wont find it here
no matter wat we do, how hard we try.
its just different.
everything in SP n TK,
and will never be the same.

all i want is to have u guys by my side,
i know its impossible
and im just dreaming...

i miss u guys.
i love u guys.

wounded.