noone

noone UNDERSTANDS.
noone EVER will.
noone MAKES a point to.
noone GIVES a fuck to.
noone KNOWS whats happening.
noone CARES to know.


noone 's READING.
noone 's LISTENING.
noone 's BOTHERING.

maybeitallstartedwheniwasbulliedduringsecondaryschool,

i hate MYSELF.
i hate how i FUCKING think.
i hate how i keep BLAMING the past.
i hate how i PISS my parents off everytime.
i hate the fact that i CONFIDE everthing in myself.
i hate how i CRY everytime.

thatnowiampyschologicallyandemotionallyaffected.

i hate the fact that noone's here for me,
whenever im feeling down.